Yeah .. at last ..

Hye ho .. yeah .. at last .. its holiday .. H.O.L.I.D.A.Y .. I was so happy ..

Today, I've met my little sunshine .. Syah .. She's my everything ... I've met my parents ..

ILYA! ( I Love You All ) It's the starting of holiday so, lots of homework needed to be settle down .. OMG ! I just can't believe that the teachers gave us so many homework ... too many .. But I must settle it .. Its my responsibility .. Forget about s.c.h.o.o.l first .. aha

I miss him like crazy .. I always wanted to sms with him as usual .. Today, mummy want to take my family out to pasar malam .. I suddenly remember this fellow .. Fyi, he likes to eat redam .. ya .. The taste is nice ... huhu .. I miss you so much .. But I can't do anything if he dun want to sms with him .. I can't force him rite ? Btw, Idc if one of his 'friends' read this ...

I also have feeling k .. What if u in my place ? What do you feel ? huhu ... IMYSM ! KSKTS ?

A tiring day .. :')

hye .. I really feel sad + tired .. and .. and .. angry ..

What do u feel if someone doesn't want cooperating with you about some important things ?

What do u feel if someone still want to argue you with the unreasonable reason ?

What do u feel if ur own closest frend want to object your own idea ?

And she/he want to change ur idea from A-Z ?

I felt sad + dun satisfied with their attitude .. Try to respect elders lha ..

I felt their reason is so not logic ... so not logic .. my mind also can't accept their reason ..

I felt very sad and I question myself .. Why my frend want to do this to me .. In my life, I never true frends .. I just have closest friend .. And one of my closest frends argue with me .. about the history group .. If she dun agree, she should act before me .. She's a class monitor bh .. She really need to learn to be a good monitor .. Not that I'm a better EX- monitor .. But I've learn how to be a good monitor .. Not by using thid unreasonable way .. hye gurl .. keep urself comfortable before I make this that u also can't even thing about it .. I want to see how long u can live without me .. Idc if I lost a fren just becoz of a thing like this ..

p/s to that girl : Idc if I lost you .. I know you also want to break this relationship .. daa~~~

I really hate that I really can't even forget about this

Hye ..
I really hate that I can't even forget about the problem s between me and you .. I know that u think this is like piece of cake jak kn ? Mayb la .. or maybe u think this is not important .. ya, its not that important but it keep surrounding me .. n its very very irritating ... !!!huhu .. I dun know why you dun even reply my msg .. n dun want to reply my msg on FB too .. Its making me CRAZY .. CRAZY thinking about this not so important thing .. or u want to break this relationship ? u said I'm a boring person ? ya ka ? prove it .. idc if you read this post btw .. fyi, I really hate you ! stopp being the "HIGH NOSE" ... I knoe that u're so handsome in an inverted comma, but being the "HIGH NOSE" in my list is really making you not that handsome in an inverted comma ... stop being selfish .. I just dun want to buy your 'fish' ... !!!!! If you still dun want to change, I can't do anything except just look n wait ... I'm tired of waiting .. I try to be the 'unboring person' for you, but u just not cooperating with me .. uhuhu ... :(

Demam .. :(

Salam ..
Really ... huhu .. dh msuk hari ketiga ifa dmam .. tp doktor bgyk cuti 1 jak .. kedekut alu .. x pa lah .. bak kata ckgu micheal bus, berdosa kalau kta xsklh 192 hari sethun .. hehe .. hurm .. ok .. jum crta2 .. boring tok .. lmk2 ifa hdup tk, ifa blm jmp pun someone yg mena2 fhm ifa .. lmk ny nggu org ya .. :( huhu .. xpa lah .. keep searching .. btw, mok crta sal this 'kid' .. ariya bukan main gyk diskas2 .. then, alu ilang .. ee .. geram na ngga biak ya .. pande ny ngelak .. dah lha this "girl" mcm suka ngn nya .. anythng can happen bh .. truk alu jak .. sms kita x dieply .. sms that "girl" dieply .. sampai hati !! sedeh la juak .. tp apa mok buat kn ? dh ya Allah tentukan .. pening alu palak pk hal nya .. kdg2, xconcentrate bljr knk nya ... wajah ny sentiaa menghantui fikiran sampe terbwa-bwa ke mimpi .. poor me huh ? tp mun kta trus berusaha, kita mesti dpt juak selesaikan .. yg penting sabar .. kn ?

Is this is just a dream ?

Salam .. I dun want to talk about him too long .. I just want to let this go .. I juz dun think he was meant for me .. Besides, that 'gurl' really in love with him .. Although she said that she hate him .. But I know she 'hate' him bcoz of PMR .. that it .. uhuh .. I dun want this thing make me sad .. Enough is enough !

Now, about this other boy .. He really dun treat me like his fren .. He treat me the special way .. He just want to be a serious guy when he with me .. Urghh !

my Target !!!

Salam ..
Kalau lah ALLAH S.W.T. memakbulkan impian ifa dapat kptsn yg bgs ... this is what I want and what I want to do ...
1) I have to choose whether I want
-camera
-laptop
-handphone
2) mok PINDAH sklh
-luar Miri
-dalam Sarawak

This is my hope and dreams for this year .. Wlpn org xyakin dgn ifa, tp ifa mesti juwak BERUBAH demi masa depan ifa .. Gyk pun, ifa dh mula nampak NYA akn ada dgn ifa .. :) Insya-ALLAH ... Doakan Ifa .. :))