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Assalamualaikum.. Zdravo :3

It's been a while, isn't it ? :) I have nothing much to write these days. Except if I'm going to school. So, there's something to share. Hehe. It's okay though. I still can make something out of this way of life. It sounds like I'm living a different style of life after finishing my high school, huh ? Well, kinda. But then, I still misses school. Strangely, I also missed to study. Not just my friends and the memories we left behind. It feels weird. Kinda weird. I missed my naughty and fun classmates. It's been a while since the last time I meet them. Now, my only love is Aaina & Iqbal. Well, once in a while, Lin also contacted me. Kumawo, love ^^ Thank Allah that there was still someone who cares. And yeah, some outsiders also. Anah, Fathul and some that can't be mention publicly. Hehe. Wait, I think I should write about today's topic. Shall we ? :)

Okay, let's write about friends ? Hmm, I've discussed about this topic with a friend of mine last few days. Hmm, I'm sure you had once been hurt by your friend, or even got into a fight with them. Through my almost 18 years of living, I've met many type of friends. During my primary school time, I had a very great gang. Hehe. We shared most things and we even go to each other's houses. It's sounds fun, isn't it ? I started to gave a gang when I was in my Primary 4. I even have a group called The Inventorz that consists of 2 girls (including me) and 3 boys. And ya, my gang consists of 4 people. And I still close with one of them. Well, we just got closer after we finished our Form 5. *You know who you are, dear :D*

And continue to my secondary school time. When I was in Form 1, I had a best friend, a girl to be exact. But then, she transferred to another school. Somewhere in Sarawak, but not in Miri. Since then, we contacted each other through phones. But as time goes by, we rarely contacted each other. Maybe it's because she lives in a rural area. Then, one day in 2012, we got into a fight. Reasons ? Well, there's no need to know though. :) There's a little misunderstanding so, both of us failed at saving our relationship. But, I let her go because I just don't want both of us to suffer or getting hurt. It's the right conclusion, right ? I hope so. But sill, I hope she found someone better than me. And starting from Form 2-3, I have various of best friends. It always changing. I bet you know why. At that age, we started to enjoy life. Really enjoys life. And we became indecisive. Right ? Yeah ! Hehe.

And I became a senior when I step into Form 4. And I have a gang here too. A group of five. I was very close to one of the girls. Let call that girl as Girl #1. But at the end of the year, she have to transferred to another school because of some reasons. So, I got close to Girl #2. But sadly, something happened between the two of us. And she transferred to another school and since then, we never contacted each other. It hurts me much but then, I was so grateful that I get to learn something about life through this experience. So, only Girl #3 and Girl #4 left. 

So, I started my final year of high school with Girl #3 since I'm not that close with Girl #4. We were so close to each other that anywhere we go, we are together. We did most of the things together. We shared secrets, foods, stories. But things just didn't go well. We don't always get to enjoy life until we die. There are ups and downs. About two months before we sit for our public exam, something happened. Which make us became far from each other. And I started to hang out with a bunch of girls and boys. And we got closer as time goes by. I was thankful that I met them. Really thankful. Something that I can't denied is that, the way they took care of me is different from my previous besties. Because before this, I was the one who always took care of my besties since I'm older than them in terms of birthdays. But I did it sincerely back then. Because of my love towards them, I didn't care too much if no one even cares about me. Because I just love to do so. And yeah, since I with them, I get attentions and stuff. But, I still love Girl #3. Always. :')

All that I want to say here is, I was so grateful that I met these people. I learnt so much and I hope these friendships stays as it were. I missed you guys so much. Do you guys missed me ? Well, I hope you do. Hmm, I might seems like I was so sentimental in this entry. I's not that I might, I do. I don't know why. Maybe it was because I thought them as my own brothers and sisters. Maybe. :) So, let's end this nicely. Guys, I hope we stays as friends okay ? I LOVE YOU GUYS. SO MUCH. :)