Yeah !! It's sunday .. !!

Salam .. Bye miri !! Helo KL !! Helo Melaka .. !! Esok flight ... aduh .. so bored .. cuti tok xda yg best alu .. eh2 .. x2 .. xla x best gylak ... tang bulak jak bunyi .. hehe .. biar lha yg dh lalu ya berlalu .. :) otw edit gmbr .. pake print .. huh .. boring alu .. let just FORGET it .. muax syah !!! haha .. gila le .. xtauk mok mdh apa gyk .. blur !!! bye !!

Eifa's dream .. :)

Salam .. This is my dream .. I hope it will come true .. I will get it even if its cost my life ... :))




I really want to have MY OWN DSLR .. please oh please .. I really in love ! In love with photography ... I want to learn photography deeper n depper .. In my opinion, photography is depends on our experience .. The more experience we get, the more we learnt about photography .. really ... :))

Next, I want to travel around the world .. I want to learn about the culture of each country .. And I want to travel with the one I love ..



Lastly, I want to take nice picture while travelling around the world .. I want to take the pictures as memories .. :)

ILY !

When I'm hurt but happy ..

syg .. andainya kmk ada peluang .. tok kmk mok mdh ngn ktk ...

Girl : denk, makseh untuk mlm marek .. kmk tauk ktk sbnrny mok ngn x jak kan .. tp ktk udah pdh yesss .. ya pun dh buat kmk happy ... ktk tauk x .. kmk xlalek mun ktk xmok eply ksh syg kmk .. tp kmk cuma mok ktk lyn kmk mcm kmk lyn ktk .. ya jak .. kmk x kesah pun mun ktk xmok syg kmk .. tp kmk cuma mok ktk cre sal kmk ... denk .. kmk xtaukk lah .. kmk dh ada grek tp .. phl kh kmk boleh syg kat ktk ... hati kmk xsepenuhnya dkt honey kmk ... sbb ktk dh mbik separuh dr hati kmk ... and ktk x merik blit .. mun ktk merik blit pun .. mcm dpt smbg kn ... ny dpt smbg kalau ktk syg kmk juakk bh yang .. ktk tauk kn lagu hate that I love you by rihanna & ne-yo .. ? cm ya lah kmk ... kmk benci bila kmk syg ktk .. ktk lah shoot terbaik kmk ... ktk .. ktk ... ctok ktk lok .. mmmmuuuuaaaahhhh !!! opppsss .. slh ktk molah kmk syg alu ngn ktk, yang ... KMK SYG KTK BH ..

* LOVE is LOVE ... its powerful, u know ?? hahah ..

.. today ..

Salam ..
Its was raining outside .. Today, our school have some visitors from Johor n Brunei .. well, there are 28 students .. some of them friendly alu .. hurm .. tdk da jmp seorg photographer .. aaaa ... he using NIKON D90 .. well .. ny da ajar psl photography .. he had tajing really damn nice pictures!!!! tpkn .. kesal alu .. xsmpt tyk nama ny !!! aa ... I want to knoe his name ... I've taken a few nice pictures .. a few .. bial pk2 blit .. I do love photography no matter what .. some of my friends dun like I be a photographer .. maybe they jealous or ... hrrm ... who knows rite .. ?? If they are my friends, they should undrstnd me ... undrstnd what I interested to .. ohh ... dmam2 ... !!! out ~~

kenangan lamak ...

Salam ..
Boring nya tanpamu disisi .. I'm speechless bcoz of you .. huh .. If I have a chance to talk to you, I'll say that I love you even though you dun love me .. I miss the "you" I know b4 .. even though u dun realize it .. I dun care how much you love her .. but .. I care if you hurt her like u hurt me b4 .. She is my friend and I dun want u to hurt her and make her sad .. please ... ?

ohh holiday .. oohh raya ..

Salam ..
well lmk dh x update blog ... ohh holiday ... pa mok plh cuti tok ouh ? boring la ... tp bila g sklh, mok blit .. bila dh cuti, mok g sklh .. crk psl alu .. ahaha .. I bet I will miz him and him and her and him and her and her and ?? .. ahahah .. melampo .. raya tok mok balit kpg juak .. no matter wht .. mo jumpa merdeka baby .. anak abg long .. kyut .. girl gik ya .. yeay !! da kwn .. ahahah .. syah da kwn .. tp syah tua kit .. beza beberapa bulan .. xpa la ya .. mun blit kpg kn bez .. dpt main mercun .. agk kazen mazen .. mintak duit raya .. pake bju raya .. best eh .. gna high hills gik ... adorh2 ... bila rmh tmh aidilfitri rah sklh oh ? eheh .. xsbr alu ... puasa pun blm dak hbs gik .. on9 jk kja tok klk .. raya ohh raya .. abg aleep, maafkan ifa ? ifa tauk ifa slh .. soe3 .. please ? I love u too ...

pahal *** ya mcm crk psl jak ? xkn ny x tauk yang aku tok mmg rpt ngn *** .. ny ketinggalan zaman apa ? ku xkn jd cam tok mun ny x crk psl .. tp ku rasa kakak ku gik CANTIk dr *** ya .. so wat ? family is the most important thing in my life .. sapa kau mok hlg aku ? mun mok *** yang glak2, ambik .. mbak ny molah **** sekali .. ya bukti yang *** yang *** pun ... dh gtl glak nk ? ku gik waras ok .. bila *** tyak aku adakah *** ya bgs glak .. mun dolok ku pdh ok, kinek kau la org yang plg ***** yang prnh ku jmp .. ku tauk la *** ya disukai org tp jgn la ***** glak .. sekali ko plh ku *****, seumr hdp ku xkn maafkan *** except *** yang mntak maaf kdrk .. ku xhlg ko mok ***** ngn *** .. go on .. tapi yang *** ***** x tentu psl tok phl ? ****** pun x ka ? mok hlg **** ka ? aku ckp hppy mun *** bait kat aku .. ku xlalek la ko mok ***** ngn *** ya .. mun ya menggembirakan ***, aku gk hppy .. *** pun sama .. ****** pun x ka ? cm tok ka BUDAK YANG GIK TUA DARI AKU ? mun dh rsa drik ya dh tua glak, septtnya jauh gik pk .. bkn ny main serbu jak .. cm tok org yang udh *** ? spttny, *** ya pk jauh .. ****** dlok .. mun ditakdirkan ko ngn ***, ku mok satu jak ... jgn lukakan **** *** .. ny bkn mcm ***** ko yang dolok ya ..

.. hey sys !!! ...

Salam .. ooo sys .. jgn la tuduh sbrg oh .. dh siasat ka ? main skati jak oh .. siasat la dulu .. kita bncg empat mata mok ? ehh .. enam .. me, sys n abg .. brk lh adil ... mok mrh aku, mrh la .. i dun thnk that LELAKI PUJAAN aku ya aku pun sbb ny BUKAN LELAKI POJAAN HATIKU .. ambik la .. WHO CARES ? DO I LOOK I REALLY CRE ? KLAU KAU XDA, AMAN DUNIA . TAUK ??

.. sometimes I need time just for myself ..

Salam ..
I think I really need time to express myself .. just me n myself .. maybe sometyme, I dun need help from people around me .. I just think positive n negative in me .. I'm kind of sensitive .. thats y sometimes I need to be a LONELY gurl .. but .. its hard .. I dun knoe what I'm doing now .. maybe .. arrgghh !!! hey you .. I need u now !!!! please ?

.. inside of me ..

pHotograpHy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ILY !!

.. thirdteen of july '10 ..

Salam ..
I dun knoe how I feel today ... geram ... phl ka biak ya ngakuk yang ny ya grk abg aleep .. skati drik ny jak .. knk ?? dh xlaku gik ka ktk dik ?? ooo tedah akak tgk ktk .. skati jak ... xingat dunia gik ktk ka ? ... aaarrrggghhh !!! ifa .. 4get her ... !!! menyesak kn jiwa dan raga jk .. oh ya .. cian la my sys .. masuk hospital ny .. cian alu .. khamis tok brk ny kuar ... hope she's fine ... abg aleep ... nmpkny kita mkin rpt lps abg g ''lwat'' kakak riya .. thnx ... thnx very much ... ok la ya .. kak sherilyn and kak lachel .. bait ny duak ya .. hehe .. :) abg hafriz ok la juak .. :) ....

.. I want to go to Sabah bah ..

Salam ..
I really want to go to Sabah .. I think my father give permissions if our family's money is stabil .. Urgghhh !!! I really want to go Sabah .. I want to travel with my friends .. This doesn't means that I love my friends more than my family .. I want to have experience travelling with my friends too .. Just want to have tht experience .. The bajet is RM500 !!! OMG !! How I'm gonna collect that big amount of money in this short period of time ? How ? I really want to go there .. I dun know why but my heart feel like crazy ask me to go there .. Maybe something miracle waiting for me there .. I just wanna cry watching my friends at the airport .. OHHH !!!! I just can't controlled myself .. How ?? UURRRGGGHHH!!!!! I need way to go there .. I don't want to lose this chance .. I feel frusted !!

.. "frends" huh ? ..

frends huh ?? really ?? wht wrng with u guys ??? huhu ... biarkan jk la .. ifa ttp akan berdiam diri .. tggu jk cdk crk ifa .. apa prsn cdk ifa buat cm tk, mcm ya la prsn ifa .. tauk !!!! thanx 2 abg aleep ... thnx 4 de' advice dear .. thnx 4 be always there for me .. juz let it go k ?? ok !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

: coming soon :

mok tauk pa yang coming soon .. yang kat my twitter, facebook and ym ?? juz wait n see .. mun ktk org pat tgk .. :))

.. dun take him ..

huhuhu .. jgn la mbik abg aleep ya .. x da org lain gik ka .. cdak form 6 rame gik .. pa bez abg aleep ya sampe tok rang mok mbik nya .. I dun want to share bh .. sharing brothers is not caring u knoe .. if I have three wishes .. firstly, I want to live happily with my frend, family and my abang aleep .. secondly, I want my dream to become true .. thirdly, I want to go to Mekah n Padang Arafah safely .. I dun want he been taken by anyone .. including my own frend or relative except if it is faith ..

.. thanks ..

thank u very much !!!!!!!!!!! marek da 2 things yg blh kira miracles jd !!!

1) abg aleep forgive me .. thanks .. brk eifa fhm yang sbnr-bnrnya phl abg aleep plh ifa cm ya .. sorie k .. ifa janji ifa x wat gik .. thnkx also for last nite ... wlpn kdid ifa habis .. tp .. aslkn ifa dpt tersnym kerna mlm tdk ... x sangka kita blh jd semesra ya ... buat ifa mkin syg kat abg aleep ... mmmuuaaahhhhh !!!! janji tok .. makseh juak nyanyi mcm2 lagu k ifa marek mlm ... wlpn ifa klh .. semadi jak laptop x da batteri ... tp abg aleep da japtop .. x adil .. haha ... lurv u .. mwax !!!

2) tetiba jak AHMAD HAFIZI merik surat .. x tauklah srt ya dr nya kh sapa .. btw, ifa ambik kpstn x lyn glak srt ya ... mun cdak ya mainkan ifa, tggu jak ... lak srh abg aleep mrh rah AHMAD HAFIZI ya .. sak nya ... lak ifa lapor kat abg aleep .. bok tauk ... mun x suka pun, jgn la buat orang cam orang bodo .. A.K.A LB ( lurus bendul ) ... tp mun bena .. bgs la .. mayb .. ahaks ... :P

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.. kejadian 29 April 2o1o ..

huhu .. this boy make me cry .. tq for the tears .. tnhk u for the hurts ... thnk u 4 the memories .. thnkx to tht gurl .. 4 making me even hurt .. seems like u helping ths boy hurting me .. thnk .. make me even hurt each day .. thnk u ya ! u say skati u jak .. u dun even care bout me .. bout my feeling ... u dun even care ... NEVER !! dun even bother bout ur frends feeling .. :'(

Alhamdulillah .. ibu slmt melahirkan seorg bayi PEREMPUAN .. so we're seven all and all now ... uhuu ... bez nyer .. blh jd team bola baling .. ahaks .. sebarang jak .. huhu .. ok2 .. Syahzanani Uzma Tajul Bariyah bt. Ismadol ..

.. betapa sakitnya hatiku ..

kmk sedih .. ktk buat kmk cm tok .. mcm kmk tok SAMPAH .. kmk tauk la ktk syg alu rah ny ya .. tp jgn la sampe SAKITKAN HATI KWN SENDIRI .. gara gara seorang PEREMPUAN yang x pasti akn jd bini ktk dah besar klk .. kmk tauk kmk X LAYAK tuliz srt pake org ALIM mcm ktk .. tp klau cm ya pun .. fhmi la NIAT kmk tulis srt ya .. bkn ny suka2 .. tp ktk XBACA pun .. kmk mmg mok ktk BACA srt ya .. bg kmk, PENTING tauk x .. sbb tk melibatkan PERASAAN and HATI kmk .. tmbh lgk dgn ayat PRPM yang ktk SUKA and SAYANG ya .. ny mdh ktk HANYA akn terima SURAT drpd NYA .. betapa skitnya hati kmk .. hanya ALLAH yang tahu .. cam tok ka CARA ktk MELAYAN kwn2 ktk ? huu .. huhu .. :'( .. mood kmk habis rosak .. semua gara gara KTK .. NYESAL kmk .. nyesal SEUMUR HIDUP ..

miz.blueberry

.. surat itu ..

.. aku tahu aku x lyak menerima cintamu .. aku x ingin lagi mengharapkan cinta yang semmgny x tertulis untuk kita .. ttp ... selepas kejadian itu ....

surat itu .. yang telah membuat aku cdeh .. aku x tahu kenapa .. aku menangis teresak-esak .. di dpn penerima surat itu .. dan seorg kwn laki aku .. kandungan srt itu .. telah membuat aku .. patah hati .. lega dan menyesal .. kini .. aku harus melupakan mu .. demi untuk kebahagian kmu dan dia .. aku x akn lukakan hati dia .. mahupun kmu .. wlpn aku cdeh .. tp biarlah aku menangis skrg .. drpd aku terseksa di kemudian hari .. aku .. semmgny x ingin melepaskan mu .. tp .. aku tahu .. dr isi srt itu .. aku tahu .. aku tahu .. aku x lyk .. bahagiakan lah dia .. sygi dia sepnh hati .. jgn sesekali sakiti dia ..

aku trs menyendiri .. sehingga ada org yg mengisi kekosangan ini ..

~mrs.midnight~

.. miss what ? ..

.. mls mok tliz .. ngek ! .. selsema ..

.. konsert ..

oii .. konsert bh .. yay us !

our choral speaking .... huhu .. the dikir barat going good .. and shuffle too .. they awesome !

:(

skit kaki .. gugok tek .. skit alu .. kmbg bh .. huhu .. yang sblh jak knk urut .. ya sblh gik kmbg bah .. huhu .. dh la malu ! dpn fizi gik ya .. huhu ... anol ya jaik gik .. sombong .. :P ..

:)

raptai ok jak .. yay ! ya bez nya .. org x dpr mujuk bh .. majuk tek ..

.. 8 April ..

the best day of my life .. think soo ...

1. choral speaking - berakhir .. wlpn tdk dpt top 3 .. still the best to me .. rindu la pulang ..
2. mall - shopping .. ya lah blit awl ya .. apuu ... ltih amai ... tgk2 barang bby .. best eyh .. rasa mok jd bby gyk .. oo tedah .. hehe .. shopping la jwak beli brg kedirik ...
3. abg aleep - t'jmp ckgu ju .. crta2 la .. ckit2 la .. then .. t'jmp ABG ALEEP .. mish u .. smpt salam n ckp2 jap .. neman ckgu ju beli brg k molah pasta .. yum2 ..

wlpn hppy ... tp keesokan harinya .. huu ... :(

.. .. I;ll be missing u .. ..

rindu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

.. .. bkn kerana aku .. ..

.. aku cemburu melihat F dan M ..

.. bkn kerana aku msh mencintainya ..

.. aku cemburu melihat kemesraan irfan dan ibunya ..

.. bkn kerana aku menyukainya dlm diam ..

.. aku skit hati melihat benny diminati ramai ..

.. bkn kerana aku meminatinya ..

.. aku terharu melihat collin masih setia kpdku ..

.. bkn kerana aku msh menharapkannya ..

.. aku cemburu, skit hati dan terharu bkn kerana aku mencintainya ..

.. menyukai, meminati dan mengharapkan DIA ..

.. tetapi kerana aku tak memiliki semua itu lagi ..

~sweetcake_pica~

.. hari sedih sedunia ..

huhu .. nasib la .. sedih lu jak tp x nangis la .. sorry to serin and ain .. I love u both .. as frends ..

ifa x [rnh bencik ktk org .. never .. sorry k .. ifa nang sengaja jak tek ya .. ifa juz suka2 berik ring ya rah fitri .. sja ok .. :) jgn mbik ati bh .. mls jak asa mok rewrite poem yg ifa buat psl LELAKI gik ya .. lak la mun asa rajin jak .. ada la ya .. :( :

.. alone ..

huhu .. sedih gila !

loving u ..

"I love You" .. u always say this to me .. before ..

"I miss You" .. u always say this to me .. before ..

"cyg" .. u used to call me this .. before ..

"muah" .. u used to say this .. before ..

But thats all before ..

''I love You'' .. u say this .. but u didn't mean it .. now ..

''I miss You'' .. u say this .. but u didn't mean it .. now ..

''cyg'' .. u call me this .. but u didn't mean it .. now ..

''muah'' .. u say this .. but u didn't mean it .. now ..

All this things change .. juz because of my SIMPLE mistake ..

p/s : thnx for making me crying and hurt .. thank u very much ..

~bb.gurl~

..... my happy day ....

Pada tika itu, aku hanya ditemani kebosanan yg tdk jemu2 menemaniku,

Untuk menghilangkan rasa bosan, aku bermesej dgn seseorang,

Seseorang yang cukup peramah dan aku suka,

Nampaknya hari itu aku agak bertuah....

Aku berasa sungguh gembira!

Dia adalah abg angkat aku yang kedua .....

Walaupun org selalu jer ckp prpm mmg byk abg,

tapi hanya 2 org abg angkat aku yg kekal hgga kini....

kerana hanya mereka berdua yang baik...

penyayang dan ...............................

hope this relationship never end !

I love u, my abg apen !

a day after his berfday....^^

firstly, hppy wondrfull berfaday to my _ _ _.....tua dh ny eh...haha....PMR thiz year...dun forget...lmk x on9 eh...g marudi bh....jln2...tp memeningkan palak....huhu.....bez la jwak...pat mbik gmbr bh...kcak2....

holidAy...

this holiday was very bored....nothing to do....without him by my side.....feel so alone...huhu....miz u.....huhu....I WANT U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!remeber this song...???
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxZByfLPdSQ

That ""centek gurl''''

its hard for me......really hard...that annoying gurl make me cry...I'm not strong enough...help me!thanx to all my CVARING frends.....espicially vic n irfan...thnx ya.....lurv u oweyz....btw,x tauk la phl ngan empuan ya.....skit pa empuan ya......ifa cba saba ngan empuan ya....tp x janji ifa x kn nangis knk empuan ya....

Second day of February...

drama is going ok...n ko......props all done except the background for scene 2 I thnk.....then, a girl stress up wif another junior girl n boy....that boy n girl doing their work sebarang jak.....hantam jak la...sumthng like that........our performance is ok n ko.....he said ifa "cun" wif irfan rain....huh...gonna out!!freaking hating that I love u.......

today....^^

Salam....knk ny x pjuk ifa?tension jak asa aie....y?Ya Allah!!tlg lh hambamu yg lemah ini....I miz u dear...I want to chat with u!! I really miz u...

Yesterday.....

tired + sunburn + happy + NOTHING!!!!haha...marek da sukan ssklh tp ifa x msk pa2 acara except kawad haha.....dua org kwn ifa pengsan....michelle n siti.....letih alu...tp smpt gyk tdo marek rah stadium haha.....bez alu...tp x alah2 knk bgn oleh abg aleep.....jaik eh!!!Im happy enough to meet abg aleep....miz u bro!!!mmmmwwwwwwwaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!tahniah kat
V_ _ ....byk jwak acara ny...cian.....thnx coz sggp on9 ngn ifa wlpon ny letih alu jak.....mun ny tunang ifa kh grek kh,blh ifa tlg urut...kenja aii...hahaha....men jak......mmmwwwwaaahhhh!!

Today...

Salam...feel so bad...feel that been bullied...feel missing someone....feel thankful.....feel excited.....feel.....feel.....feel NOTHING!!!!such a bz week....with sports day...n drama.....in drama,clinton want me to be the photographer...i also will help in props....I feel so bad coz I been bullied by my friend's frend....he tell lies.....S**t......haha.....after hearing his story, i feel that i want to be there to...he said...he want to study there...he want to married there...he want to die there too......n the place is MEKAH...so grateful if its really happens...he start to think the future...to have kids,grandchild......he was so fantastic......

Letih alu.....

Salam.....letih eh......kawad tek...anang letih....x tahan asa......letih lu...lmk x jmp abg aleep and beth eh....gyk pun susah lu jak komander ya.....drama have start n I will not be acting this year...so sad.............

The best day I had in my life...

Salam....hari yg agak luar biasa.....sbb2ny?...haha.....tang ada.....cian alu jak kat kmk 2....adakh ptt cdak pdh kmk ngatur necktie ny..kalau dr blkg mmg lh nampak cm ifa ngatur necktie ny...to actually, juz ckp ngn ny.....hantam taq rang lh cya.....my mr.midnight...lembut lu jak ny ckp ngn ifa marek.....so sweet...soe k....kmk sensitif ilak....soe k denk.....

Ku rindu dia....

Salam......

Sebaik sahaja tiba 1 Januari 2010,

bermakna...terpisah ifa n beth....

I really miz u....I realy want to meet her....

love u..........hope can see u again....

I must go on.....!!!

InsyaAllah..........

Back to School...

Salam....
satu hari yg ditunggui telah tiba...
Kini,aku mempunyai azam yg baru....
Harap dpt tercapai..
InsyaAllah....hruslah berubah....
Sampai bila mok jd cm tok?....