Things change too fast ..

Ou .. I dun know what had happen to me .. I'm starting to FAIL .. In everything single thing I do .. I just got my sejarah paper today and I failed .. Ou gosh .. I felt very sad ... Very very very sad .. Like .. huh dun know .. I failed in my relationship .. My friendship .. Ya Allah ... I .. what I had done wrong ? what ? I hope .. I really hope I can make times goes back .. I hope I can stop the time .. So that I can make things better .. But its just like once in a lifetime .. I want to hve him .. I know I had hurt him .. But Idc if he dont want .. I need friends .. and books .. not just facebook .. huhuu .. I dun think I need love from a guy now .. I just need friends to help me in everything .. not just study .. I want to have good relationship with 'him' ... and the others as well .. but some of them just use me .. but when I need friends, they just dun treat me as friends .. huhu .. just be patient ifa .. there are some important things need to be done .. !