Suka na merajuk ya eh !

Salam .. I don't know why I love to sulk with people .... Aiyyooo ... Hmm ... I really got nothing to say .. I'M SO STUPID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm really NOT IN THE MOOD .. REALLY .. DEAL WITH IT ... This entry is so USELESS !!! :(

Goodbye, Facebook .. Goodbye, bloggy ..

Salam ...

Hmm .. It's Monday so, this mean this is my last chance to go on line and update my bloggy .. I'll miss you bloggy .. Hmm .. It's ok ... My bro will take care of you k ? Blh kan abg ? Hmm ... What should I do without you ? Aiyaaa ... Banyak susah ou .. I think thats all for this MORNING .. My abg still sleeping bh .. Adoe2 .. Bored bh without him .. Whatever la ... I just want to post my last entry before daddy take the internet .. Hmm ... Ily, bloggy ! >.< Ily2 ! Muahx2 ! xoxo ! :')

I miss him ..

Salam ..

Hmm .. I miss my abg ou .. sehari2 tok xda msg ngan nya .. Bored eh .. tpi tdk best lah juak .. ada event kat rmh Mok .. Kak alice knk risik .. gerek nya ya org semenanjung .. dri kelantan .. Oke lah ya .. bait upa nya .. family ny pun peramah .. friendly .. heheh.. lmk juak rah rmh Mok tdik .. dri pkul 9 lebih gya sampe 3 ptg .. lmk ya ... hmm .. tpi I like the food very much ... Our chef ? Mak Ita and Abg Daus .. yeah .. sedap nya .. Tapi pedas lah .. Sambal nya tek .. nang pergghhh abis2 .. hehhe ... eh2 .. back to the original topic .. Miss him bh aie .. hahha .. xpnh rndu ngan nya ttba jak mok rndu ou .. hehhe .. time kat rmh Mok tek, xalah2 tgk hp .. menghrpkan call or msg dri nya .. tpi I sendiri yg xsruhmsg tpi tggu juak .. bkn kah bongok ya .. hahha .... Jangan tggl daku .. ahahha .. I'm listening to this song while typing this new entry .. heheh .. nang cun lah ya .. dgr lagu missing you gik jum ! Baby, I'm missing you .. I miss you so much, baby .. Things will never be the same without you ... :'( aie .. xblh nangis2 aie ... heheh .. nangis dlm hati jak .. supaya org xtauk ... hmm .......

When I have to continue my life ...

Salam ...

Its been a long time since my last entry .. Hmm .. Many things happen to me in this week .. MANY THINGS .. Firstly, Monday .. Hmm .. Nothing really happen exactly .. Everything just fine .. Tuesday, a bored day .. He made me worried of him when he don't go to school that day .. Bored without his smile .. Miss his smile so much ! Wednesday, AIRPORT !! We're going to the Control Tower near the airport .. Its a new experience for me .. Suddenly, I become talkative .. Heheh .. I keep asking the controller many question .. Fortunately, he still answering my question although he have to work .. Hehhe .. Then, we go downstairs .. Its more complicated than the tower controller .. Thursday, many of our boys are not in class after recess .. Including both my dears .. hehehe ... Miss both of them .. Thank God we don't have to attend the last two period ! I feel really GRATEFUL because WE don't have to attend Maths class .. !! Friday, hmm .. WE don't have to attend CHEMISTRY class !!! WHAT A WEEK !!! EEE !!! I've bullied my brother bh !! heheheh .. I took his keys .. hahhaah ... And today, I sit with him during the MAMI & MAKK .. He gave me a key chain from Indonesia .. Its been a long time since he wanted to give me that key chain .. He said he will go to Politeknik .. hmm .. I really got no comment .. He chosen the best for himself .. Not me .. He know the best for him .. By the way, he said he want to treat me .. Hmm .. Is this true ? I don't know YET ... Hmm .. Just wait and see .. :)

It happen .. AGAIN ..

Salam ..

I'm tired in making relationship with GUYS .. I'm so FINISHED !!! Setiap kali Eifa rapat dgn seorg lelaki ya, mesti org pk kmk org bergerek lah .. Apa lah .. Sampe mok gaduh .. SAYA XSUKA GADUH PASAL LELAKI LA .. It is a dumbest thing to do !!! PLEASE LAH .. XPERLU LAH GADUH OU .. NANG XPROFESIONAL LALU BH !!! SAMPE NAK MEREMOVE2 TOK PAHAL ? CALIE LAH !!! PAHAL LAH MESTI BNDA SAMA JDI .. DOLOK, PASAL ABG ALEEP .. KAK YA, PSL FIZZY .. NOW ? PASAL SAMUEL .. HE JUST TOO YOUNG FOR ME .. U'RE SO IMMATURED, GIRL ! XSEDAR DRIK TUA KA ? MOK GEREK NGAN BIAK KECIK LALU ! MUN MEJAL LALU MOK GEREK, PANDE2 LAH JGA GREK YA .. XBOH NANK SALAHKAN ORG LAIN .. MUN MOK GEREK, MESTI LAH SGGP MENGHADAPI APA2 JAK MSLH OU ? TYAK B4 YOU ACT .. AWAK TUU TUA LAGIK DARI SAYA .. XKAN XDPT PK BEFORE BERTINDAK ? DAH LAH MARAH TTBA JAK .. THEN, PGGL AKU TOK PENGACO HUBUNGAN ORG .. PTT KA YA ? SAMUEL YA HAK MILIK KEKAL TUHAN LAH !! SEDAR SKIT .. KITA MASING2 ADA AGAMA KEDIRIK MPUN .. XKAN LAH AWAK YA XCAYAK NGAN SAMUEL ? SAMUEL YA XKAN JATUH HATI NGAN AKU YANG XKACAK GILAK TOK .. AND XKN NY MOK GEREK NGAN AKU YG NY ANGGAP MCM KAKAK DH TOK ? ADUH2 .. PLEASE LA !!!! JANGAN CRIK PSL BLH X ?? MUN SAYA MARAH, LAIN JADI .. SAYA PENDAM SORANG2 JAK HAL TOK .. HUHUHUHU .. BIARLAH TUHAN YG BLS SUMA TOK .. I JUST GONNA BE SILENT FOR NOW ..

Its seems like my smile will be a FAKE smile starting from now .. :') I just want to cry ..

Une nouvelle vie pour moi et lui .. :')

Salam ..

Je ne sais vraiment pas ce qui se passe sur .. Elle a soudainement en colère contre moi .. Je ne sais pas pourquoi .. Il arrive si vite .. Et maintenant .. Je m'ennuie de la vieille lui .. Oh Dieu, pourquoi la vie doit être si compliqué? Qu'est-ce qui circule, vient autour .. Je voudrais pouvoir revenir à Décembre .. Là où tout commence .. Je souhaite que le temps d'arrêt .. Alors que je peux passer toute ma vie avec lui .. Il me manque tellement .. Mais il ne semble me manque .. Je viens de mon ancieninnocents frère joli joli retour .. Je vais remonter dans le temps et le changement ..Maintenant, il est mon plus doux souvenirs .. Je vais garder nos souvenirs .. Je t'aime, frère .. :')

Bertawakal is the best solution ..

Salam ..

Its been 3 days since the day he started to make me worried and sulking with me .. I don't know how to persuade him .. I'm so blur ! I miss him so much ! Sometimes, I almost cry .. I miss everything about him .. I think he don't miss me any more .. And he was really MAD at me .. And he was forgetting me .. Ya Allah, please send me guides .. Hmm .. I don't know how I can live without his smile EVERYDAY .. But I'm tired trying .. I do all my best to persuade him .. I don't know what to do now .. I'm so finish with all of this ! Why must I faced this thing ? I'm not that strong .. I'm not .. No .. I need someone .. I need him .. I miss him .. Ya Allah, I miss him so much ! Do he miss me too ? Do he ? Hmm .. I feel so alone without him .. When I met him at school, I don't know how to interact with him .. I don't know where to begin .. I don't know ! I feel so bad .. I feel so .. HUHUHUHUH !!! Only ALLAH understand .. Only ALLAH know how I felt right now .. I MISS YOU, DEAR .. I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, DEAR ... :'(

A day without him ..

Salam ..

My day is not complete without him .. :'( .. I miss him .. So much ! Only Allah knows how much I miss him .. He is sulking with me .. What am I suppose to do ? I don't want to miss a single day without his smile .. I don't know how to persuade him .. He was almost everything to me .. Tadik ada jumpa nya time blit, tpi, senyum pun nya xmok .. Huhuhu .. Sedih nya ! RIndu mok tgk ny senyum .. His smile is the thing I miss the most ... Rindu nya dkt adik yg sorang ya .. Rindu segala2 nya lah .. Bloggy, do you think that he miss me too ? I cannot guarantee that .. :'( Really ! Hmm ..

Samuel, if sis have a chance to talk to you, I just want to say I'm so sorry .. Sis xsangka dear blh merajuk sampe off phone .. I'm so sorry .. I don't know how to persuade you .. I'm blur already ! Dear, I'll always miss you .. I love you my dear innocent lovely cute brother, Samuel Ballang @ Sammy Stinky !

With love, Nureifa Lofa :')

Mr.Cute in memories .. Love, Nureifa Lofa

Salam ..

I feel so happy today .. I'll get my chocolate from Mr. Fizzy .. Thanx, dear !! <3 That's why I love you so much !! Hahahah .. Then, I met my dear little brother .. Sammy Stinky ... Seriously, I miss him badly ... Huhuhu .. Dear, miss me ? heheh .. I know you miss me too .. Love you !! hahaha .. I was so excited to take the exam today .. When I walk in the room, I feel like want to SHOUT !! Mr.Cute will be our invigilator for today .. I miss his smile .. But hey .. I just too young for him .. But, I love his smile and attitude .. I still don't know his name since the first day I met him .. Hurm .. It's time to make him my sweetest memory .. I will forget him .. :') It's hurt but I have too .. I'm too young to fall in love with a matured guy .. :') Assalamualaikum, my Mr.Cute .. :D

At last, PMR end !! At last, I can rest .. But just for a DAY .. Then, we have to continue our journey to SPM .. My journey starts here .. And it will end at the last day of SPM .. I hope I can maintain my class .. 4Iltizam next year .. hurm .. It's a science stream .. I hope I'll be okay .. Pray for me .. Oh Allah, bless me ..

Love oh love .. Al-Fatihah .. :') I'm so afraid of love NOW .. I love being super single .. But do I have to be single forever ? I want to be loved and have kids .. But for now, I too young to involve in this things AGAIN .. I afraid to be hurt again .. Allah, help me .. Only You can makes things better .. :D Amin ..

A story to share ..

Salam ...

Just wanted to make this a sweet memory that I will never forget .. I don't how to start .. Once, I tease a Form 1 student that was a prefect ..I started to ask for his number .. He is so cute !! Seriously !! We started to share each other feelings .. He called me sis at first .. But now, he called me 'Kakak Stinky' .. Hahahaha .. He is so adorable and lovely .. Hahah .. He is my Sammy Stinky .. His brother also close to me now .. He always makes me feel like I have a little brother .. Thank you, dear .. :D Love you, Stinky !! <3

A new day, a new story

Salam ..

A new day, a new story .. I've got nothing to say much .. PMR going go well .. This Monday, it will be Mathematics and KHB .. Just hoping that everything is going well .. When KHB's paper is finish .. That's mean I am free from everything .. From homework .. But, a day after PMR, we'll be going to learn Form 4's syllabus .. huh .. Give us a break ! PMR was about to finish and now ? Huh .. A new life, a new knowledge .. We'll be studying about A MONTH !!! OH MY SMURFS ! What to do ? This batch is principal's favourite .. So hard !!!

Forget about school for now .. I suddenly likes him .. How's that ? He will be leaving to Peninsular Malaysia while I still here .. At Sarawak .. This Monday will be the last day I met him .. Dear Allah, is this LOVE ? It's was hard for me to say it .. But, love comes first .. I'm too young for him .. Let just let him be .. If we are meant to be together, we are .. But if not, Allah will send me a better guy that will lead me to His way .. :D

I miss my dear Sammy Stinky .. Yesterday, I don't even DARE to look at him when I'm on my way out from the school .. Sorry, dear .. Seriously, I really miss you .. We haven't met since I started my exam .. I don't know how to persuade you .. Really .. Please, dear .. Let's open a new book for our relationship .. I love my dear innocent lovely cute brother .. <3