Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Bertawakal is the best solution ..

Salam ..
Its been 3 days since the day he started to make me worried and sulking with me .. I don't know how to persuade him .. I'm so blur ! I miss him so much ! Sometimes, I almost cry .. I miss everything about him .. I think he don't miss me any more .. And he was really MAD at me .. And he was forgetting me .. Ya Allah, please send me guides .. Hmm .. I don't know how I can live without his smile EVERYDAY .. But I'm tired trying .. I do all my best to persuade him .. I don't know what to do now .. I'm so finish with all of this ! Why must I faced this thing ? I'm not that strong .. I'm not .. No .. I need someone .. I need him .. I miss him .. Ya Allah, I miss him so much ! Do he miss me too ? Do he ? Hmm .. I feel so alone without him .. When I met him at school, I don't know how to interact with him .. I don't know where to begin .. I don't know ! I feel so bad .. I feel so .. HUHUHUHUH !!! Only ALLAH understand .. Only ALLAH know how I felt right now .. I MISS YOU, DEAR .. I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, DEAR ... :'(