Page 79 of 366 : I want you, Mr. A :')

Salam .. It's been ages since my last entry right ? Hmm .. Well, I don't know why .. Maybe I have lost interest in blogging .. I don't really know .. I have my Galaxy where I can simply write anything happens to me and my life .. But I will still love you, my dear beloved bloggy .. Okay .. Move on to my first point .. *As if I am debating .. hehe .. Okay2 ..


What I want to tell you is .. I want the old Mr. A back .. Hmm .. He's changed since we're fighting on something .. Can't barely remember .. But .. We did .. Hmm .. I know it was my fault that I don't understand him that he was a college student .. He was becoming a doctor .. InsyaAllah .. Hmm .. Well .. He did .. I don't know why .. He also don't know .. How's that ? I also don't know .. Well .. Hadehh .. I DON'T KNOW .. I just want the old him back .. I miss the old him .. Very very very VERY much .. ;/


Okay .. My life ? Hmm .. I was busy with debate .. I know .. I was busy since the farewell party .. then, I have the Islamic Camp .. then, this .. Hmm .. It was fun actually ! A busy life makes me forget about those pains I have to face .. Pains ? Hurts ? Scars ? Hmmm .. It's just an USUAL thingy for me .. Nothing special about it .. You know what ? Miah got hospitalized .. Quite shocked because things just happens too fast .. I mean TOO FAST .. I dun know why I really wanted to text him that Monday .. Tup tup .. He got to operate that day .. That time .. His last text was .. 'I'm sorry to tell you that its serious and I have to be admitted for a few days or weeks.' And I was like .. 'Is this true ? He gotta be kidding me !' But he's not .. Hmm .. After his operation, he text me again .. Just after his operation finish .. 'I'm in the hospital now. Ward 3.' Hmm .. Yesterday, I visited him at the hospital. Can't stand seeing him like that. But I know he was a strong boy. He keep saying that it's hurts but he still can deal with it .. He is a strong boy .. May God be with him always .. But he still can give me a smile and make 'cute' face when I was about to leave .. Hahaha ..Well, I do miss his smile .. When I visited him, my mouth is totally .. I mean .. TOTALLY .. have a zip on it .. hehehe .. I don't speak any word with him .. Only with his mum, Kie and Kak Nor .. But he still can SMILE .. Although he's in pains .. Whatever it is .. Get well soon, dear ! ;] Peace out !


I think I should go to bed now .. Heheh .. Na nytes ! Peace out ! ;] *heart you, Mr. A !