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How was today ? Hmm .. It is kinda weird when I wrote this entry during day and not night .. But who cares ? Haha .. My life will be extremely boring starting from today and ended next Tuesday .. Huhh .. Let's hang out ? I want to .. But alone .. Please ? I just need to feel the joy of being the only me for this once .. Hang out with me, my shadow, my soul and my heart .. Problem ? Haha .. Feels like I wanted to scream inside the Kbox's room .. Daa~ Who cares ? :D
Okay, I ain't going to talk about anything specific actually .. Just wanted to let the fingers Tango on the keyboard .. Happily, of course .. Sometimes, being alone is much better than you thought it would be .. No hard feelings and stuff .. I am not letting him go officially .. Just that, I think I need to focus on my SPM more than anything .. I do not have that confidence in me but with the help of Allah, everything will be going according to plan .. I just wanted to make my dreams come true .. He is one of my dreams, but honey .. Study first, love later .. Agree ? Good ..
Although I might lose him, I still have my family .. My friends .. My girls .. It is been a very very tough year for a 16 years old's girl .. But many things have been learnt from all those mistakes .. I will be better next year .. If Allah's will .. I am supposed to think about having the sweetness and bitterness of the word 'life' .. To think how to overcome situations .. Tasting the word 'enjoy' of the life of a teenager .. Smiling, laughing, crying to awesomeness ..
Well, the lonely will always keep me accompany .. Always .. No worries .. Here's a song that might helps you out .. To understand me better .. My situation .. :)
*click on the song title to hear it out*
2am; where do I begin,
Crying off my face again.
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed.
I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.
Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.
Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night.
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me til I fall asleep.
I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.
Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.
Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely.
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.
Crying off my face again.
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed.
I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.
Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.
Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night.
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me til I fall asleep.
I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.
Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.
Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely.
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.
I think that's all for now .. I will keep updating these few days .. Maybe I can improve my writing .. Just maybe .. Hehe .. Wasalam~