Page 85 of 366 : Luhan's imagine #4

Assalamualaikum. Moshi moshi ^.^

So, it's been like four days since my last post. Hehe. I'm easily get tired lately because I had been using my brain A LOT ! Haha. A Malaysian would understand my situation xD By the way, I think this would be the last part of this imagine. So, look forward to it ! ^.^

Before anything, I would like to wish Xiumin oppa a happy 25th birthday ! You're not that old, okay. You would be our forever cutest oppa ! I love you :) XOXO, Bella ^.^

"Yeobo, have you seen Xiumin at our wedding today ?"
"Oh ya, I forgot to tell you that he couldn't make it to our wedding."
"Why ?"
"He said he will be going somewhere. He didn't tell me any further details."
"Oh yeah ? Hmm, okay then."

After the wedding, Joanne went to her house to pick up her things while Luhan went to deal with some things related to their honeymoon. She silently stole a look at Xiumin's house. The house was somehow looked very lonely, very dark. She went into Xiumin's house as soon as she arrived. The house looked very neat and clean. Xiumin was surely a person that hates dust and stuff. She took her steps to Xiumin's bedroom. She just didn't know why she wanted to go to his house. As she walked into the room, she smiled when she saw the picture frame on a small table next to the bed. It was the picture of her and Xiumin when they were young. Xiumin's innocent smile never fades as he grew up. Then, a sky blue envelope on the bed caught her attention. It was for her as she saw her name on it.

" Dear my beloved friend, Joanne..

I'm sorry that I couldn't make it to your wedding. I bet Luhan already tell you why. I hope you will be happy with him. He was a good guy and he deserved a girl like you. Don't argue by saying you're not. Things will not change no matter how much you argue my statement. Hahaha. 

Actually, the reason why I write you this letter is because I have something to tell you. I've been a chicken that I kept this thing for about I don't know how many years already. Let's just say since we got to know each other. We've been friends for more than 18 years already and you knew me better than anyone else. You are like my little sister but somehow, the feeling grew bigger as time passed by. Let me just straighten things out. I LIKE YOU. No. That's not it. I LOVE YOU. I don't know if you'll be surprised. I'm also not good in words. So, I can't express myself well. Sorry :(

By the way, I was thinking of telling you this when you came to Korea last time. Right before when you dated Luhan, my friend. It was funny that fate had made me and Luhan met again like that. I was so surprised when I knew that guy you always talked about was actually Luhan. But I take it in a positive way. I think God had made it clear for me. He send Luhan to you when I'm about to go. I really thankful and relief because I know Luhan can take care of you.

Remember when I got hurt when we were twelve ? I didn't know that it would be this serious. So, I have to go somewhere far from Korea to carry out my surgery. But please don't wait for me. The doctor said, the chances of the surgery to be a success is 50-50. So, please don't wait for me. Even if the surgery would be a success, I might not remember you because one of the possible side effects is that I will lost my memory.

I know you are crying now. Stop being like a baby ! You are someone's wife now. Will soon become a mother. I will be okay. Even if the surgery would be a failure, I would be your guardian angel. Always. Remember this, I love you. Do take care of yourself.

P.S. I bought a dress for you. It's in the closet. It was limited edition and I know that dress is totally your style. And also, a pair of shoes. I hope the shoes would take you to good places. :)

XOXO, Xiumin."

She cried even more when she read the last part of the letter. Now she knew that Xiumin always thought of her and he was hurt, alone. Slowly, with her trembled steps, she opened the closet. Her tears flowed non-stop as she saw the dress. And there was a picture of her and Xiumin that was taken a few days before she met Luhan. She fell onto her feet as she hugged the picture.

"Joanne ! Where are you ? Chagiya !", Luhan's voice broke the silence. He was shocked when he saw Joanne was crying hardly in front of the closet. Joanne hugged him tightly and passed him the letter. He tried to calm her down as soon as he finished reading the letter. The Earth seemed to know of what both of them felt at that moment. It was raining, heavily.

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"Omma, let's play with me," her son's voice broke the silence. She wiped off her tears as she tried to pay attention to her son. It had been 4 years since her marriage. So, that means it had been 4 years since Xiumin left the country. The couple had never heard anything about him since then. It was kinda hard for them at first, especially Joanne. But Luhan never gave up to make her happy and took a good care of her. 

"Xiumin ya. Come here. Let your omma rest," Luhan called his son. She held Xiumin's hand as they walked towards Luhan. 

"It's okay, yeobo," said Joanne as she smiled at Luhan.

"Are you crying ? Hmm. I know how you felt but let's just enjoy our life okay ?" Luhan persuaded.

"Nahh. Just suddenly remembering the old times," Joanne tried to give a smile, obviously a fake smile.

"Really ? Come here." Luhan hugged her tightly and give her a kiss.

"Ya ! Our son is watching," Joanne refused.

"Haha. It's okay. Xiumin, come here," Xiumin ran to his dad and hugged him tightly.

So, that's how it ended. Why do I feels like this imagine is Xiumin's imagine ? Anyone agree ? Haha. Shanna, I hope you don't mind >.<' About what happened to Xiumin, you decide. Hehe. I just can't continue. If not, I'll cry. Hehe. Nahh, just kidding. I will let you decide what happen to him. And please do tell me what do you think of this imagine compared to the one I made before :3 Till then~

Hugs & kisses,

@exoxoticss88 ^.^