At last ..

Salam ..

Today, I've got his number bah! At last ! At first he thought I'm Nora .. I don't know who's that actually .. Yup ! I don't know .. Hahaha .. Finally ! I can use the word text .. Well before this, he prefer the word 'tweet' .. But now, I love both words ! Hahaha .. When I said 'we know from fb and we're close on twitter' .. Then he know who I am .. Hehehe .. Btw, he's at the cinema when I text him .. So, I dun want la to kacau2 .. He's just the same .. Blm da brbh gik .. Alhamdulillah .. :) okay .. This thing maybe makes me happy .. But there's a thing making me sad tonight .. Brian keluar dri Masterchef ! Patah hati oii dgr ! Huhuhu .. Knk la ny ngn keluar .. Xpa, eifa .. Zamir sweetheart msh ada .. Mun ny keluar juak, saya saman itu Masterchef .. Hahah .. Teruk eyh ! Xda la oo .. Be good k, Zamir sweetheart ! All the best! Hehe .. Okay .. Mok isyak lok .. Lak ada org sound ssh gik .. Haha .. Okay2 .. Nyte !

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The Promise #1

Salam .. 
Hey .. This is what I promise you before right ? Okay .. Here it's goes .. The first thing I got that day is .. 

Yup .. That's what I got from my aunty a.k.a Udak .. :) She give me MYR150 in CASH ! GOSH ! I was shocked when I open up the envelope .. Thanx ya ! I only use MYR50 .. The other .. I keep for emergencies .. :) Her children a.k.a my cousins gave me this at KFC while we're celebrating Wafa's birthday .. :) Although it is just a small party, I've got so much fun ! Hehe .. Thnx ya ! Once again ! I've got money and plus .. I've got to eat FREE .. hahaha .. Then, the journey continues .. We go to Imperial Mall .. Doing some shopping and meets Garry ! Hehe .. Then, I text my aunty .. The other one la .. my Achik .. :) We're going out to buy the 'toy' I wanted so much ! Not really lah .. Haha .. so, we waited for her to come .. Lekak nya sampe ya, trus lah bercarik tek .. First, we go to Garry's shop .. ada yang nang ada .. tpi, my aunt want an ORIGINAL 'toy' .. So, we go to other shops .. The shop called Arm .. :) weirdo name lah ! hahah .. So, nang AVAILABLE ! Hahahah .. :) so, lekak tawar2 ya, dpt lah 'toy' ya .. hahah .. :D thnx, aunty !

So, here it is .. Exactly the same ! Casing belakang ny blh tuka2 kaler bh ! hahah .. got 5 colour .. Grey, Black, White, Red, Orange .. :) I used stunning red for now .. and ya .. Alhamdulillah for everything I got that day .. :D Praise Allah for everything .. InsyaAllah, I'll work harder for SPM .. :) Pray for me keyh .. :D so, good bye for now ! Wasalam .. InsyaAllah, I'll update again k ? Love ya, Mr. T ! opppssss !!! hahaha :D

just trying out

Hye2 .. Just trying to post smething .. Hehehe .. Dorh .. Just missing Mr. T so much .. Hehe ..

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Mr. T :)

Salam ..
Bloggy, now I know .. Mr. T is NOT avoiding me .. Adoe2 .. Sorry, dear .. :( I'm just missing you badly .. So sorry ! *Apa la ifa tok .. Siasat lah dolok .. Haiya~ Gosh ! Rindy sya ngn awk ya .. Selalunya time tok, kita duak tgh tweet .. Rindu suma psl awk .. Tyme boring, mula awk crik sya .. haha .. I LIKE ! love .. love .. LOVE IT ! saya pun boring xda tweet dgn awk .. knk lah ngan twitter tok ou .. yang mention pun xda juak .. adoe2 .. truk da jak .. *jaik da bunyi* haha .. dulik la ! eh ktk, keluar ju ? haha .. ada gik ou .. mun ny bca tok, apa ndak reaksi nya ka .. ny kan pemalu .. tpi xtauk malu juak nya ya .. haha .. *shhhhh .. :P haha .. eh, bloggy .. I think thats for now la .. btw, I've got new toy ! next entry, I PROMISE you, I will tell you about yesterday (24.12.2011) .. PROMISE nie woo .. hehe .. na nyte, bloggy ! muah2 ! :D

A day to remember ;)

Salam .. 
Actually, I'm not really in the mood to talk about ANYTHING .. But .. Hmm .. Just for you, bloggy .. Today, I'm getting my results .. SERIOUSLY ! I don't feel nervous or whatever .. Just cool .. Want to know what I get ? ... I get .....

Nampak dh kan ? Terang lagi bersuluh result saya tu .. hehe ... Alhamdulillah .. Jum saya story crta saya hari nie .. Hari nie, saya bgn pgi .. Awl gila .. bg saya la .. haha ... around 7 dh saya bgn .. awl kan ? hehe .. then, saya tdo balik .. *still early bh .. mok tauk apa saya mimpi ? saya mimpi saya mbik result ! haha .. dlm mimpi itu, saya dapat 5A ! haha .. terus saya bangun and mndi .. siap2, pkul 9.30 trun dri rmh .. then, mbik aunty and nenek .. pastu, msh awl lagi nak g sklh .. pkul 9.40pgi, kmi lepak kat servay jap.. sekadar cuci2 mata .. dlm pkul 10+ bru oergi sklh ... xda rsa apa2 pun bila sampai tuu .. dri jaoh saya nmpk amy .. dia dh mbik lah ! hehe .. saya trus serbu papan kenyataan tu ! 5A 3B doe ! TAHNIAH ifa ! hehe .. smpt jugak salam & peluk dengan mummy tersyg, Mummy Dora ! hehe .. smpt jugak jmp bapak angkat saya ! hehe .. thnx for the support ! oh ya .. pastu, saya snap sini sana .. hehe .. nie dia !

Nie dia ! Saya punya ex-tunang .. ahaha .. *main2 saja wo .. not for real lah weii .. gurauan semata-mata .. hehe .. result kmi dua sama oo .. tahniah2 .. !!

Nie di antara besties saya yang comel2 .. yg cute2 .. *eh? bukan sama ka ya ? hahah .. dri kiri : amy lamie, lin, michelle .. nie kwn2 sya yg saya syg .. yg lain tu, xsmpt mbik la ! haha .. apa2 pun, tahniah untuk meka tiga .. :)

Ya bruk ! suma perempuan yang tgk .. laki tak minat dh nak tgk .. hahah .. papan kenyataan tu plg famous kelmarin ! haha .. suma org nak pergi dkt dia .. haha .. 

hehe .. tu serba sedikit pasal result .. nak tau sapa dpt straight A ? saya punya besties, Michelle, Ting Sing Qin, Ahmad Adib and lastly, Muhammad Irfan .. tahniah to them ! lps mbik result, kami p jalan2 .. dri sklh tu, prgi tbg haji jap .. nenek nak mbik duit katanye .. hehe .. pastu, keluar p Imperial Mall .. jln2 lah kmi .. lepas tu, kmi p pasar tpi xde parking lah ! tak jadi2 .. then, dri ctu .. pg pulak ke emart .. aunty belanja ice cream oo .. !! hehe ... thanx ! 

Dia makan sorang tau ! hehe .. next ! we go to pasar malam rah pujut nun .. best oii !! aunty byr bh .. haha .. these are the picture .. freshly from my camera .. no editing .. at ALL .. 

okay .. fullstop about yesterday .. lets talk about Mr. T .. gosh ! I miss him .. lmk dh xtweet nya .. mcm mengelak jak upa .. tpi wht to do ? ny pk drik ny jak .. biarlah my Mr. T ya dlm dunia nya lok .. wlpn skit dada tok nahan rindu kat nya .. tpi .. apa jak saya blh buat ? xdpt juak saya nak selfish kan ? hmm .. miss you badly, Mr. T .. *out*

Hmm .. Can't stop talking about it ..

Salam ..
Hey, love ! How are you ? Miss you so damn much ! the time is exactly 5p.m. .. Hmm .. Right now, I'm tweeting with Mr.T .. Hmm .. Am I really in love with Mr.T ? eh .. wait .. I love single what ! hehe .. and now, I'm listening to Carta Hati .. A song by Najwa Latif .. Gosh ! Dun want to talk more about him lah .. Okey2 .. Let's move on ..


My day starts with ... Wake up in the morning -> tweet -> take bath -> tweet -> breakfast -> tweet -> doing anything -> tweet -> dinner -> tweet -> watching tv and movies -> tweet -> before sleep, tweet again .. My days starts and end with tweeting .. Hehe .. STOP ! Let's talk about something interesting .. Oh ya .. I've been taking pictures of my precious humble innocent lovely cute adorable baby photogenic .. My little sis of course ! Haha .. Want to see some of it ? Okeyh .. Wait aa ..

At Taman Selera, Tanjong Lobang .. :D Love the hair !

Skyscraper by her :D

She knows how to pose .. :D

The happiness .. Can't describe with words ..

GOSH ! She's just too cute ! SO MUCH ! :D

I give you ..... the WORLD !!!

'Mok sikit ?' Muka kesian .. Hehe ..

Combination of her best shots !

Love the mouth ! Hehe .. :D

She always give me the best shots .. :)

Nice one !

Hehe .. Nice kan ? Just nice ..

These are some of my arts .. Originally taken by me ! :D Do enjoy !

Hello .. AGAIN ?!

Salam .. 
A very tough day .. Hahaha .. How are you ? It's been a long time since my last entry .. Sorry, bloggy .. My dad kinda control the usage of the internet .. So sorry ya .. Haha .. Okay .. Let me tell you some of the things happen to me since my last entry .. Okay .. Here it go .. Let's talk about Mr. T .. Hey ! We're getting closer each day .. Yeah .. It's true .. But every time I tweet him .. I feel something .. A feeling I don't really know what is it .. But when he reply my tweet late .. Or didn't tweet me .. I feel so empty .. O Allah .. What is this feeling ? Hmm .. Hope he's give me something different .. He do but .. Hmm .. I just can say 'hmm' .. hahaha .. Okey2 .. For sure .. I'm happy with him .. Jealous ? So what ? Haha .. Okay .. Next ..


Suddenly I miss my boys .. Haha .. Seriously .. I miss Stinky .. Him .. Him .. And him .. Haha .. And him and you and him .. and you .. Hahaha .. Okay2 .. next2 ! Let's talk about .. The result .. Haha .. I'm so nervous waiting for the result .. So much ou ! Just hope for the best .. InsyaAllah .. :)


okay .. I think that's it for now .. Nothing much to say .. :) Wasalam .. ;) Love ya !

Miss you .. It's simple .. where r you ? Baa chak !! Hehe ..

Salam .. 
Dush .. I miss him .. Not much .. Hehe .. Hmm .. Let me share some pictures .. :D

Such a CUTE picture ! Nice lighting .. Gorgeous kids .. :D

Aww .. So SWEET kan ? They're just so cute ! hehe .. 

Alalala .. So ADORABLE kan ? Too sweet and cute !

This picture is so cute lah ! Haha .. I can't describe it's cuteness .. It's adorableness .. Haha .. XD

This quote is so TRUE ! Dush ! Miss him .. So MUCH ! Dear oh dear .. 

A lonely girl at night .. Doh ! Really miss him ..

Wish I can be like her .. Just sitting alone there .. Thinking nothing but him ..

Wanted to be like her .. Sitting in the rain .. :'( Miss you .. Dorh !!

I think that's it for today .. This entry is all about ' I miss you ' .. Yes, I do .. :')

Perigi Mencari Timba ..

Salam .. Hey fella ! Ada bnda mok cerita sikit .. Mok discuss sikit .. Perigi mencari timba !! Yeah .. Nice one kan ? hehe .. Okay2 .. Let's start it ! 


Kalau mok tauk mksdnya .. Tekan jak link ya .. Perigi Mencari Timba
benar pa dipadah link ya .. Perempuan PANTANG dengar ayat ya .. So damn true lah ! Hehe .. But there's was a girl talk about this in her blog .. You know what ? She's talk bad things about girls .. For your information, this girl is my sister's boyfie .. I mean EX lah .. hehe .. I dun know how to arrange it into sentence .. Hehe .. But weirdo ! She's looking back for my sister's boyfie .. You know what, girl ! Think before you write about that SENSITIve topic on your blog .. You are some kind of 'Perigi Mencari Timba' too !! You're such a !!!!  Hey girl .. I didn't mean to say bad things about you .. But things you do to my sister really make me hate you .. I thought you're good girl .. But ? O Allah .. Give us guidance .. Give us strength .. Please show us the way of truth .. 


Dear readers .. Sorry if I used any unpleasant word there .. But if you're in my shoes, I bet you do the same thing .. By the way, she has a boyfie already .. But .. let just keep it secret .. 


Dear girl .. Stop doing that to my sister .. You have your own boyfie and my sister have hers too .. Just go on with your life .. Just follow the flow .. Then, people will be happy .. You know what ? You have hurts many hearts .. But you just don't realise it for your own happiness .. Hey girl .. Sorry .. :) But I think you're doing a wrong thing .. Hope someone can wake you up .. Thank you !

Hmm .. Mr. Right ?

Salam ..
Someone ask me about something that is so obvious .. LOVE .. :) 'Have I found my Mr. Right ?' .. Hmm .. I don't really YET .. when he asked me that question .. Hmm .. It's takes me a second to think about it .. Hmm ... Who is really my Mr. Right ? Or I'm fallen in love with Mr. Wrong ? Hahaha .. Let just keep it a secret .. Although it is not that important for me .. But hey .. I do care la .. Haha .. Bloggy, I've got nothing to say much here .. What if I introduce you to my friends and family ? hehe .. I will upload some pictures .. :) Let me introduce you to my family first .. :)

This is my daddy :) My strength .. I used to be close with him when I was in primary .. :) Love you ! He's a teacher ok .. We have the same interest .. We love guitar, photography and fishing .. Hehe .. Daddy's girl :D

This is my mummy .. She's great .. Her cooks is the best ! Mother's cooks is the best in the world ! Hehe .. She's a teacher too .. Adore her :)

This is my older sister .. The first one .. Sitting for STPM this year .. Just wishing her the best ! We have the same interest too .. Photography and Guitar ! 

This is my second older sister .. And she's sitting for SPM this year .. We're kinda close .. :) same school bh .. hehe

Hehe .. This is me and my first younger sister .. She's study at KTDTHB .. Got 5A's for her UPSR .. She is kinda studyholic .. Same with my second older sister .. Hehe ..

This is my second younger sister .. Will be sitting for UPSR next year .. :)

My third younger sister ... She's kinda clever person .. Sometimes .. Annoying .. Haha .. 

And this is my last younger sister .. My happiness .. She's clever ... And so PHOTOGENIC .. hehe .. adore her so much ! :))

So, this is my little family .. My siblings are all girls .. Hehe .. What about your family ? Hehe .. So, in the next entry .. I will tell more about the important person in my life .. ie. my friends and my big family .. Just stay tune ! :)) Thanx for reading my humble blog .. :)

30 Things .. :)

Salam ..
While I'm searching for some songs on YouTube, I found this thing .. It's kinda interesting .. Some of them are facts .. I mean ALL OF IT .. hehe .. Do enjoy reading this .. :)


1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diriwanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akanlakukan apa saja.

8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni lansung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!!

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan i! ni dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya.So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah...

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.

Cry on my shoulder ..

Salam .. 
Bloggy .. I heard this song is kinda nice .. My sister introduce me to this beautiful song .. It have it's own meaning .. And I really love the lyrics .. I bet I'll be listening to this song frequently .. This song reminds me of someone that once was a special guy in my life .. :') Here's the lyrics .. Enjoy ..


Cry On My Shoulder


If the hero never come to you,
If you need someone, you're feeling blue,
If you wait for love, and you're alone,
If you call your friends, nobody's home..


You can run away but you can't hide,
Through a storm and through a lonely night,
Then I'll show you, there's a destiny,
The best things in life, they are free..


But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder,
If you need someone, who cares for you,
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder,
Yes I show you what real love can do..


If your sky grey, oh let me know,
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go,
If heaven is a million years away,
Oh just call me and I'll make your day..


When the nights are getting cold and blue,
When the days are getting hard for you,
I will always stay by your side,
I promise you, I never hide..



But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder,
If you need someone, who cares for you,
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder,
Yes I show you what real love can do..



http://youtu.be/Uy8t2djcMiQ

So sweet kan the lyrics ? I bet you must say yes .. hehe .. Ok2 .. I've got to go .. Bye, bloggy .. :')

So damn TRUE !

Salam .. 
Hey ! Hmm .. I need to post something .. Seriously ! I FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM ! okay2 .. his name is .. let's just call him .. Mr.T .. the name have it's own meaning k ? let me just tell you k .. I knew him from Facebook .. I dun know where he find me on Facebook .. maybe I posted some of my pictures .. I mean my photography thing .. hehe .. ya la .. he ask me if I am a photographer or not .. Seriously ! I thought he's Chinese .. But true lah .. haha .. He's mixed :) We have the same interest ! PHOTOGRAPHY LOVERS ! hehe .. But he's using Nikon .. And me ? Canon of course .. Okay2 .. Let's get to the real story here .. When I've got so bored with Facebook, I move to Twitter ! As I'm scrolling down the page, suddenly, my eyes catch something ! Mr.T tweeting me but I ignored it .. So, I tweet him back .. 


Some cool story we talked about (for me la) .. But who cares ? Haha .. we talk, talk and talk .. ey2 no3 ! we tweet, tweet and tweet .. Haha .. And suddenly .. he ask me something very personal .. 'Do u like me ?' so DAMN personal .. haha .. (why I always laughing!!!) haha .. he do know that I kinda like him .. as FRIENDS k .. but you know kan bloggy, I'm a kind of girl that easily fall in love especially with guys wearing specs ? hehe .. I bet you already know that .. Hmm ... I tweeted him every time I've get bored or needing some accompany .. Hehe .. But .. After he talked about 'that' matter, it's seems like .. we're .. makin jaoh .. haha .. suddenly I wrote in Malay .. 


And now, I really don't know what to think .. What to do .. And what to talk about .. Hmm .. Am I fall in love with Mr.T ? haha .. so DAMN true ! wooopppsss !! no la .. I still dun know YET .. I'm just an ordinary girl and him ? such an awesome guy ! so TRUE ! STOOPP !!! A red light suddenly appear from nowhere .. haha .. I have to stop talking and berleter now .. haha .. >.<


*why I feel like I'm getting close to Paris ? The city of love .. The most romantic place .. whatever .. as long as I love PARIS ! it's enough ! :D

I've got some inspirations :)

Salam ..
Hello there, my dear bloggy .. It's 12a.m .. Morning ! I've done reading some of Twitter Boy's entries .. Hmm .. A very interesting stories he have there .. I've got some points for my story .. Let it be the coolest thing to read .. :) But still .. I have to improve my English is so tunggang terbalik .. His blog is quite inspiring .. *hey, dun be mad k ... you give me inspiration bh .. PROUD lah .. hehe .. Lets start to write the first chapter first .. Give me a suitable situation .. Yes ! It's night and she was looking at the moon .. Let start it .. Pray for me ..


Chapter 1

Seperti biasa, Azreen berada di tempat kesukaannya. Di atas bukit. Sambil melihat ke arah bulan dan bintang yang sentiasa menemaninya kala malam menjelma. "Nazmi, kenapa awak pergi jauh dari saya? Saya rindukan awak." Dia bercakap sendirian. Tiba-tiba, air matanya jatuh. Satu per satu. Terlalu pahit kenangan itu jika ingin diingati kembali. "Ya Allah, tabahkanlah hatiku untuk menempuhi semua ini." Semuanya bermula pada saat kali pertama Azreen bertemu dengan Nazmi. Kenangan yang sentiasa berada di dalam ingatan Azreen.

Setahun yang lalu....

Azreen duduk termenung di kerusi taman rumahnya. Menunggu Tyra, sahabat baiknya. 

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DAMN ! I've got no idea ! And .. Huh .. I've dun think I can write a good story .. That people would love to read .. Huhuhuhuhu !!! I NEED A DOCTOR HERE ! SERIOUSLY ! huhuhu .. Sorry to say this .. I given up .. HUH ! :'(

Not him .. :)

Salam .. 
Hey bloggy .. Thank you so much ! I love you ! Love Love LOVE ! Hehehe .. you know what, dear ? Hmm .. He read you and send me this on ym ..

"sorry..my fault for not understand ur feelings..reading ur blog feels like i'm the one who is the traitor..hmm..that was not my last goodblye..it will be when i breath out my last breath..sorry dear :)"

Hmm ..  When I read this, I'm totally SPEECHLESS ! I'm just sit in front of the lappy without saying a thing .. Want to know what I reply him ?

"hmm .. it's okay .. tq for making me smile again .. although it is a fake one .. I shouldn't scold you .. me and you are just friends .. not more than that .. I shouldn't scold you .. I'm sorry too, dear :)"

Hmm .. All I want to say is THANK YOU, DEAR ! Alhamdulillah .. May God bless him .. I hope he understand me now .. I HOPE SO .. Bloggy, I don't know what to write la .. Speechless already .. :) Later I update you again k ? There's something I must tell you .. Hehe .. Wait la k .. :) Bye, dear .. LOVE YOU ! 

I'm so sorry ..

Salam ...


Now ? It's M*** turn .. hmm .. I really mad at him just now .. And he just left me just like that .. Just like the other guys that have left me .. It is wrong for me to mad at him ? Am I the wrong one ? Why always I'm the wrong one ? Why don't M*** understand me ? He know that S**** left me and I still feeling the pain .. Why he don't understand that I really need him ? Why ? Now, he left me without saying much .. When he suddenly go offline, I'm feeling so down .. And I just want to cry ! Huh ! They left me .. One by one .. And me ? I'm left behind .. Alone ! And now, I have no one ! Why don't one of them understand me ? Why not ? And now I'm start to feel I'm losing M*** .. I'll just cry .. Only tears can accompany me .. O Allah ! I feel like I'm dying without any of them beside me .. Now, I have no strength .. To live on .. M***, why can't you understand me ? Why ? Is it wrong for me to mad at you ? Is it ? If yes, I'll just continue to give FAKE smiles to you EVERY SINGLE DAY .. M***, if you're reading this, I just want you to understand me .. Only once ! Please, dear ! Are you leaving me alone ? I better DIE ! M***, please understand me this time .. I begging you ! Please ! You left me without saying much .. Is that your last Goodbye ? Is it ? Kalau salah ktk pun, xkan trs xmok chat ? FINE ! Do what you want, M*** ! But only one thing I want you to do .. PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME THIS TIME ! UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION, PLEASE ! Only that I ask from you .. 


O Allah, I don't want to delete him .. He's the last person I have .. THE LAST ONE ... I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU,M*** .. PLEASE, DEAR ?

They're regret it and me too .. :')

Salam .. 


Hmm ... I want to talk about something was quite important in life .. LOVE .. Know what ? I hear my friend's problem just now and I feel most girls felt the same including me .. Her 'boyfriend' cheat her .. CRUEL right ? But what can I do ? She too far away for me to go to her and calm her down .. Bloggy, most of my friend's post on facebook is about their feelings .. They felt HURT .. Because of boys .. Is this the end of the world ? Hmm .. I felt the same too ! SO HURT ! I feel like I want to jump off a tree .. Haha .. Kidding la .. But it's true .. Love can make people happy and sad at the same time .. Love hurts but why people keep searching for them ? A question that have no answer .. CRUEL ou ! Bloggy, how do you feel if someone that you love so much break your heart ? Hmm .. Ya Allah, tabahkanlah hati mereka .. Girls, don't worry keyh .. Love's maybe something HURTS you but you MUST live with it .. You must always think positive okay ! I love all of you, girlFRIENDS *but I'm not LESBIAN k.. And I don't want the people I love to be hurt .. NOT ! EVEN ANY OF YOU .. dear girls .. take care of your heart k .. :)

Hmm .. Let write something ..

It's already 1.17 a.m. Hmm .. What should I do ou ? Sis left me with no choice .. Hmm .. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing here .. Pa mok jadi, jadi la .. I DON'T CARE dh .. It's looks like I'll be hurt again .. Hmm ... Ya Allah .. See ? I've got nothing to talk about .. I was about to write a story about Ziqqy .. He is my memory .. That I don't want to forget .. Actually, it's not about him la ! Xda kaitan pun .. I want to write about a guy named Ziqqy .. And the girl .. Hmm ... I still can't get a name for a girl .. It's just a simple story .. Maybe every month or week, I will update the story .. Let's make this the title .. Love from Paris .. You know I love Paris right ? And I was hoping to go there .. HEY!! Nothing's impossible k .. I will achieve my dream .. Someday .. Pray for me k .. InsyaAllah .. Hmm .. If only I can go to Paris .. Hmm .. I think I've got a sypnosis for this story .. Hmm .. But a little2 only lorr .. Wait aa ..

Title : Love from Paris

Writer : Nureifa Lofa

A story about a girl from Malaysia. A simple girl with a big dream. Her dream is going to Paris. To her, Paris is the city of love and she was hoping that she will found her true love there. At last, her dream came true when her daddy give ask her to continue her study at Paris. She was really happy and agreed. Many challenges she have to go through to go to Paris. Find out the story about her journey to find her 'true love' in Paris. Stay tune. :)

Hmm .. How's thats sound like ? Okay kan ? Hmm .. Now, I have to perah my brain ou .. Hhehe .. It's okay ... Asalkan hati tok dpt juak rsa happy kejap .. Wlpn untuk SEKEJAP .. Jum kta berkhayal and making stories .. Pergi jauh2 dri realiti yang byk cabaran .. drpd kita skit di alm realiti, bgs kita masuk dunia penulisan lok .. Dunia Paris .. Supaya kita dpt pergi jauh dri mslh dunia japp .. KEJAPPP JAKKK .. STAY TUNE :D

O Allah ! What I've done ?

Salam, bloggy ..

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing .. I'm pity of him .. But .. Hmm .. I really hope that he'll read this .. Ya Allah .. I think I had broken his heart .. But, am I going to let him to hurt me again ? I'm scared of getting hurt again ! So scared .. Ya Allah .. Only you know what I'm feeling right now .. I don't want to lose him ! I don't want to ! Ya Allah .. Only tears can describe everything .. I don't know what to do .. I'm feel so guilty .. But .. I don't know ! I just want to cry ! Now, I'm losing him .. I lost everything ! But I do this for some reason ! Ya Allah, am I doing the right thing ? He can't even promise me even a thing .. He just don't want to lose me .. I'm blurr ! I just want to cry .. I can't even think my days without him .. Starting from now .. Why must things goes like this ? Ada abg ka kwn ka .. sama jak .. lps gaduh, suma hlg .. xmok kwn gik dh .. he's the second person asking back for me .. huh ! Ya ALLAH ! What must I do ? Am I going to let him be happy by accpeting his request and let my heart to be hurt again ? Am I too selfish ? When I make a decision for me, I'll have to think twice when things like this happens .. Ya ALLAH ! YA ALLAH ! :'( I will just cry .. I WILL !!

Weirdo !

Hey bloggy !

I've got some emergency here ! Hmm .. Not really lah ! hahah .. Hmm .. **** said, he DID NOT block me on Facebook .. But I can't view his profile using 2 out of 4 of my Facebook .. Weird isn't ? huhuh .. I haven't check my secret account yet .. But I don't think I can't view his profile .. Hmm .. Totally weird ! Both of our heads are full of question mark ! Dear, what happen to us ? Hmm .. But, I thank Allah for still giving me to contact him .. I called him tadik ! yeah .. Just a short call .. ****2, dear ! hahahah .. thanx k .. but please don't say that 'word' again .. no need for me to mention it .. you know that 'word' .. hehhe .. you know what dear ? I'm still NOT SATISFIED and CURIOUS about this matter .. Please do something ! Okay ? :))

I'm deleting them .. ONE BY ONE ..

Salam ..

Hey, bloggy .. I want to share something with you .. I hope you're don't mind .. :') Hmm .. Where to start ? Hmm .. Let me introduce you to a guy that always webcam with me and chat with me on ym, facebook and sometimes, on skype .. Actually, I don't know him when I started studying at Lopeng .. You want to know how I know him ? Let me tell you first .. I met him when I was in Form 1 .. He send me letters and he was in Form 3 .. It was already at the end of the year at that time .. So, I didn't get to know him closer .. Too bad .. Then, when I'm in Form 2 and he's in Form 4, we just keep silent .. Both of us .. When it comes to this year, we started to get even closer when he's broke up with his girl .. This is when I know him better and closer .. Many things I know about him .. He was there when I'm sad .. He will be right beside me when I need him ... But, everything change yesterday .. I'm losing them one by one .. At first, F****, then, S*****, next, F***** and now, N******* .. Hmm .. I'm deleting them away from my life .. ONE BY ONE .. It's hurts a lot ! Hmm .. But I willing to do so just to make sure they're happy .. Their happiness is my happiness .. I don't care if I'm hurts as long as they're happy .. :') It's hurt but what I can do ? NOTHING !

Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside The Lines

I love this song so much .. <3 I'm waiting .. :')

Love from Paris .. :')

This is my second short story .. :') This is my ORIGINAL short story .. Enjoy ! :')

‘Why are you doing this to me? I have given my heart to you! Why, Arynn?’

‘I’m sorry, Iky. But I think this is the best for the both of us,’

‘Only for you, not me! I really can’t let you go,honey,’ he argued.

‘Stop calling me that! You have to let me go,’ she has already lose her patience.

Arynn broke into tears as she ran from Iky but he did not understand. He really loved Arynn. What goes wrong ?

‘I’m sorry, sweetheart. I have to let you go. I just want you to be safe. I’m sorry,’ she ran as fast as she could and then she’s stopped suddenly when she was at the garden. It was raining. But she was still sitting on a bench, crying. ‘My love is not written for you, Iky’

She had decided to go to Paris. She want to forget Iky although she really loved him.

* * * * * * *

‘Welcome to Paris. We will arrive at the airport in a few minutes. Please sit back and fasten your seatbelt.’ a stewardess made an annoucement. Arynn was scared but she knew she had made the right decision.

As she walked out the airport, a guy bumped into her. That guy seemed to be in a hurry. He quickly help Arynn picked up her things and walked into the airport. As she walked, she felt like there was something on the floor. She picked it up and it was a wallet and it belonged to the guy that bumped into her a few seconds ago. She put it in her handbag and got into a taxi.

She reached her house around 6p.m. The house was a gift from her parents because she wanted to continue her studies in Paris. She decided to take a walk. She still remember her ex-boyfriend. She totally missed him very much.

‘The air is quite cold.’ She told herself. Then, she saw a coffeehouse. She went straight into the coffeehouse because it was really cold outside. It would be pretty nice to have a hot chocolate.

Arynn was shocked when she heard the owner of the coffeehouse shouted at one of the customers. It was the guy at the airport. According to the owner, he didn’t have money to pay for his drink. Arynn quickly paid for him and asked him to come over to her house on that evening.

The guy agreed. He looked smart and handsome that night. She invited him to had a dinner with her. She asked him what had happen at the coffeehouse. He told her that when he wanted to pay for his drinks, he couldn’t find his wallet. Arynn quickly go into her room and take the wallet.

‘Thank you for the treat just now.’

‘You’re welcome, Mr...’

‘Don’t call me Mr. Just call me Tristan.’

‘Your welcome, Tristan. I’m Arynn. I’m from Malaysia.’

‘Oh. It’s great to meet you, Arynn’

‘My pleasure.’

They finished their food and both of them are sitting in front of the television. Arynn started to ask many things about Paris.

‘Hey, that it easy. I’ll always be there if you need to know anything about Paris.’ They talked until midnight.

‘I think I should go now. I’ll take you out tomorrow.’ And then he gave her a flying kiss. She was stuttering when she said good night to Tristan.

* * * * * * *

It was a great day for Tristan and Arynn. Tristan took her around the town. She was very happy. Tristan promised her that he would bring her to a special place that evening. She could hardly wait for that evening. That evening, the truth had revealed.

‘Arynn, I will just go straight to the point. I love you.’

‘Oh,Tristan.’ Arynn suddenly cried.

‘Why were you crying, Arynn? Is there anything wrong with that?’

‘No, Tristan. I hate that word very much. That word broke Iky and my relationship. I miss him very much. That’s why I’m here. To forget him.’ Arynn explained.

Tristan lost his words.’What should I do?’ he asked himself.

‘Tristan, I know you really meant it but I think I’m not the one for you. I don’t want to break anyone’s heart anymore. You will regret it. Believe me.’ She was still crying when she finished her words. She then left Tristan at the hotel. ‘I’m sorry, Tristan. I don’t want the same thing to happen again.’

* * * * * * *

‘Hello, can I speak to Isabelle? It’s Arynn, her friend.’ She decided to call her best friend. She wanted to asked her opinion about Tristan.

‘What?! How could you do that? I know,Arynn. You want to forget Iky, right? So, accept Tristan. Besides, he was so kind to you. Accept him if you want to forget Iky. Tristan is a great guy. You deserve him.’ Isabelle scold her.

‘Should I? I think I also fall in love in him. Isabelle, thanks for waking me up from the dream that I was scared the most. I must find Tristan. Ask for forgiveness. Say that I love him. Thanks, dear.’

* * * * * * *

She hurried back and plans to meet Tristan at a place that Tristan liked the most, the Eiffel Tower. It was raining again. When she arrived there, she saw Tristan was sitting on the bench. His face looked so pallid. She quickly approached him.

‘I know I couldn’t get a better guy other than you. You brighten up my day with your love. You brighten up my night just like the stars and moon shines the night. Tristan, I love you.’

‘Thank you, Arynn. I know my love was just for you. I promise you that I’ll not hurt you. Thank you,honey.’

Suddenly, it was raining. He kissed her on her lips and hugged her. She smiles happily.