I'm so sorry ..

Salam ...


Now ? It's M*** turn .. hmm .. I really mad at him just now .. And he just left me just like that .. Just like the other guys that have left me .. It is wrong for me to mad at him ? Am I the wrong one ? Why always I'm the wrong one ? Why don't M*** understand me ? He know that S**** left me and I still feeling the pain .. Why he don't understand that I really need him ? Why ? Now, he left me without saying much .. When he suddenly go offline, I'm feeling so down .. And I just want to cry ! Huh ! They left me .. One by one .. And me ? I'm left behind .. Alone ! And now, I have no one ! Why don't one of them understand me ? Why not ? And now I'm start to feel I'm losing M*** .. I'll just cry .. Only tears can accompany me .. O Allah ! I feel like I'm dying without any of them beside me .. Now, I have no strength .. To live on .. M***, why can't you understand me ? Why ? Is it wrong for me to mad at you ? Is it ? If yes, I'll just continue to give FAKE smiles to you EVERY SINGLE DAY .. M***, if you're reading this, I just want you to understand me .. Only once ! Please, dear ! Are you leaving me alone ? I better DIE ! M***, please understand me this time .. I begging you ! Please ! You left me without saying much .. Is that your last Goodbye ? Is it ? Kalau salah ktk pun, xkan trs xmok chat ? FINE ! Do what you want, M*** ! But only one thing I want you to do .. PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME THIS TIME ! UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION, PLEASE ! Only that I ask from you .. 


O Allah, I don't want to delete him .. He's the last person I have .. THE LAST ONE ... I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU,M*** .. PLEASE, DEAR ?