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Assalamualaikum ..

Hmm .. Pretty cold here .. It's raining .. By the way, pretty interesting topic huh ? I don't really know why I really love writing entries for this blog .. Maybe I am about to go ? Astaghfirullah .. Only Allah know .. :) And ya, shall we continue ?

First, let me give you some situation ..

Situation
A couple is going out for a date at the beach .. While enjoying the sunset, the boy's phone rings .. Looks like, it is an emergency call ..
Boy : Hey, are you sure you want to stay ? I really need to go now ..
Girl : Don't you worry about me .. I will be fine .. *smiling* Just in love with the sunset ..
Boy : Okay .. *kissing her*
Girl : Thanks .. Can I ask something ?
Boy : Sure .. What is it, dear ?
Girl : Can you please hug me for the last time ?
Boy : Last time ? *Without wasting any time, he hugs her tightly ..* I am so sorry that I have to go ..
Girl : It's okay .. I will be fine .. Love ya ! Take care ..
Boy : Me too, darlin' ! And you too ! *smiling*

So, the boy drive his car to the hospital ..

That night, the boy calls the girl .. After several times, there's someone answering the phone call ..

Boy : Hello .. Who's there ? Where is Jane ?
Suzy : Hey, it's Suzy .. You have to come to the hospital ..
Boy : Why ? Is everything alright ?
Suzy : Please hurry up .. *Hang up*

The boy rushed to the hospital .. And get a bad news .. He don't know that the girl have brain cancer and she only got a few months left to survive .. But she fails .. And that was the last day for her to live .. The boy just can't accept the fact that he cries for almost everyday ..

Now2, I know the story macam tergantong jak .. Kehabisan idea & kekeringan otak sudah ! Hahaha .. So, if you are the boy, what will you do ? 

If I am the boy, the very first thing I will is DEFINITELY cry .. Because seriously, who will NOT cry if someone just leave you like that ? Yes, people with no feeling .. But cannot deny that some of them just control their emotion and just accept the fact .. So ya .. Then .. *maybe I should use BM* .. Haha .. Okay .. Kak ya kan, sentiasa ingat yang kita pasti akan merasa kehilangan .. Sapa2 jak la .. Tapi percaya lah, ada sebab nya tgglkan kita .. Sbg cnth, my late uncle .. Nya meninggalkan kmk org pada 15 Oktober 2010 .. That was on Friday and kebetulan .. Hari ya, hari jadi my friend, Irfan Maslan .. Well, actually .. My uncle lumpuh kakinya .. I don't really remember since when .. Tapi maybe death is the best way sbb nya dah lamak sakit mcm ya .. Sapa sggp tgga ? Eifa pun x sggp tgga .. Tapi bna lah .. Lepas ny pergi, sunyi lalu rasa .. Sbb nya lah uncle yang plg kamceng ngan kmk org .. ya Allah, semoga dia di tempat di kalangan org2 yang beriman .. Al-Fatihah .. Kmk org mmg rindu tapi bnda dah jadi and kmk org xdpt buat apa2 utk kembalinya kat dunia tok .. 

Okay, enough about that .. Klak da jak menangis .. Alhamdulillah .. Kmk org pun dah move on .. Cgek cara gik kan, mind set kita tok .. Ktk org rsa mungkin ktk org xdpt hdup tnpa cdak kan ? Tapi please move on .. Sbb ya jak reason kita tok maseh hidup .. Go on with your life .. Jangan seksa dirik .. X bagus .. tauk x ? X bgs bersedeh terlalu lama ats kematian seseorg .. I think you know why kan ? :) gik pun, bkn eifa suruh lupakkn 'nya' .. trust me, ny sentiasa dalam hati ktk org .. :)

One last thing .. Dekatkan diri ktk org ngan Tuhan, and manusia2 di sekeliling ktk org .. Supaya ktk org xrasa lonely .. Supaya ktk org dpt rasa 'life' .. Supaya ktk org dpt trmk kenyataan .. :) Believe me, it will work if you do it with sincere ..

Okay now .. That is all for now .. About the situation ya, xda kaitan dgn yg hidup atau yang sudah tiada .. :) Assalamualaikum ..