Page 23 of 365 : Love rain :D

Assalamualaikum.. Konichiwa ! :D

Love rain, huh ? Well, the title just came across my mind. Hehe. Lately it was always raining. I miss my sunshine. Hehe. Hmm, so.. What is our topic today ? Err.. Oh ya.. Because of this rain, I get even more worried about someone.. Did he get a cold ? Or did he eat well ? Hmm.. I really hope he had been well.. :) Well, this rain made me feel kinda lonely.. Why ? Well, secret :3

This holiday is kinda boring, huh ? I got nothing to do.. Nothing much actually.. I am a fully housewife.. Wait, housewife ? Hahaha.. Sounds weird, eh ? Yup, suri rumah.. xD Most of the time, I'll watch dramas and stuff.. So, I don't have many stories to share.. Sorry.. The only thing I got is, the meeting with my dear Aaina.. I met her a couple days ago.. I really missed her.. So much.. We eat, watch Korean and we talked.. And we took pictures too ! Suddenly, the memories of our school life came into my mind after the meeting.. We were really close back then.. And I really hope we still are, now.. :) Hmm.. I still got no idea about where should I continue my studies and what course should I take.. My other friends seems so sure about they are going to take.. Except me.. Well, I'm kinda indecisive.. Haha.. 

Oh ya.. Talking about friends.. I am so grateful to have him by my side.. Actually, I never really realize that he always paid attention at me.. Haha.. Thanks, bro ! We do have some common things but we do have some different opinions.. Of course, I am more to Korea.. And him ? Well, secret.. Haha.. Shhh.. xD So, let me introduce my 12 charming wolves.. 

So, I'll introduce them one by one, okay ? :3

First row : 

Suho (Kim Joon Myun), Sehun (Oh Sehun), Tao (Huang Zi Tao), Kris (Wu Yi Fan), Xiumin (Kim Min Seok), Chen (Kim Jong Dae), Kai (Kim Jong In), D.O (Do Kyung Soo)

Second row :

Luhan (Lu Han), Lay (Zhang Yi Xing), Chanyeol (Park Chanyeol), Baekhyun (Byun Baekhyun)

And next time, I'll introduce them one by one, with more details.. Hehe.. This post seems boring, isn't it ? Sorry, I just feel like writing but I don't really have something to write. Hehe.. Well, till then.. 

Page 14 of 365 : Friends ? Hmm..

Assalamualaikum.. Annyeong !

Second post for this month. Before that, I would like to say happy belated birthday to D.O. Put your hands up ! Hehe. Happy 22nd and happy Kyungsoo day ! I hope you will stay healthy and saranghaja ! ^^ And yeah, happy birthday to 21st birthday to Kai. Jong In oppa, saeng il chuka haeyo ! ^^ Be healthy always. I will always support you guys. I am totally, like TOTALLY in love with EXO. Thank you for always being there although not really right be my side. Their songs always accompany me. Much love from a Malaysian fan. XOXO !

And the next thing is, friends. I missed my girl so much. Don't really know why. It's been only a week since she left for that program. Yeah, that program. Haha. Hmm, actually.. I'm a bit sad. Why ? Because of my friends. Felt a bit sad but I don't really care actually. But at times, I do felt sad about them. Hmm. I am so thankful to those who contacts me during this holiday. Yeah, you know who you are. Hehe. :) Thank you. I really appreciate it. But, there are some. Actually, a few persons. Who seems to forget about my existence. Even my junior who I used to be close with. But, my own friends gave me a deeper scar. It's not a scar actually.Well, some things are hard to be express into words, isn't it ? :) Hehe.

By the way, I feel kinda bad. Why ? Well, this holiday.. I know who had been thinking about me at times and even contacted me.. Although we had almost nothing to talk about but we make things up to live up the moment.. It's fun though.. And I know who didn't even think about me.. Maybe they do but, I didn't acknowledge that.. Well, they know where they belong.. In which group .. It's saddening but at times , you'll end up being lonely.. When the best moment in life was being with only you, by yourself.. I bet all of you had been through that kind of moment.. :) Whatever it is, I don't want to care much about this little thing.. I would just ignore this feeling when it come.. End of story.. Life is just unpredictable.. :D Hehe.. Now, I feel kinda relieve after I wrote this entry.. I know, right ? We'll feel better after we express ourselves..

Hmm, this entry is kinda boring isn't it ? Sorry. Hehe. I promise you that I'll be writing more after this. Keep reading !

*By the way, I dreamed about EXO's Xiumin this morning and yesterday evening. And yeah, it was a sweet dream. Hehe. Daebak ! I had never imagine n my whole life that I'll be dreaming about the idols I like the most. Hehe. Yeah, saranghaja ! :3

Lots of love, Eif :D

Page 5 of 365 : Bogoshipda :)

Assalamualaikum.. Annyeong..

It's been a long time, huh ? I only have 3 post for last year. Well, I hope to write more for this year. Look forward k ? So, wish me luck. I hope many beautiful things will happen within this year. Together with my 12 charming wolves. :3 Hehe..

Well, actually.. I have two things in my mind now. One of it, it's my unnie, Serin unnie. Hehe. She'll be going to PLKN tomorrow. And the sad thing is, the program is located in Bintulu. So, I don't think I'll be able to meet her even when she had her break later. Whatever it is, all the best, love. I was so worried in the first place because she's not in a good condition. Take care okay ? I'll be missing her more after this. I hope she'll remember me whenever she is. Always k ? It is a must, ouh. Hehe. But the most important thing, you must take care of your health. MUST. I want you to be healthy always even though at times, you forget my advice. Hehe. And ya, I was so grateful that you remember me during this holiday. I hope you'll remember me in the future too. Yaksuk, aratchi ? You were one of the three persons who contacted me during this holiday. Kumawoyo. And last but not least, I LOVE YOU, SO MUCH. Hehe. ^^ Will be missing you, unnie !

Okay now. It is the time for the other thing. I 'met' him this evening. Even though I saw him from far. I don't know why but somehow, I got this strange feeling when I saw him earlier. That I miss him. Wow, I'm scared of my own feeling now. Totally. Haha. Maybe I'm not in my right mind. Hehe. But yeah, I thought about him a lot during this holiday. Maybe I'll think more about him later, in the future, without knowing what is the reason by doing so. Well, I kept on getting worried about him. Did he eat well and rest well ? Did he take his meal properly ? Has he been sick and take his medicine ? I was surprised when I got really worried whenever he got sick. Hahahaha. I just can't throw this attitude of being caring towards him. I just can't resist. How amazing is my feeling ? Haha. And I'll remember him at least once a day. In whatever I do. There was once when I got a cut on my knee, I suddenly recall the time I help him when he got a cut on his finger. Haha. Wow, I'll go crazy if this continue. Yeah, I also thought of the same thing but I guess I'm just fortunate that I'm still sane. Haha. In conclusion, I like this way of living. Hanging on those memories with him, and them. Even though they never thought of me at times. But I love this way of living. I'm loving it. One-sided love ? Nahhh, I don't think so. Because this ain't love. This was just living with the memories. Hehe. If I'm going to explain more, I think you'll never understand. It's okay. 

Hmm, I think I should stop now. Oh ya, I missed school by the way. The schoolmates, classmates, teachers and of course, all the memories and moments that we've been through. ^^ Now, I'm going to live happily with all those memories. Hehe. Together with the memories that will be made in the coming days. Look forward, my lovely readers. 

With love for my 12 charming wolves, Eif ;3