Second post for this month. Before that, I would like to say happy belated birthday to D.O. Put your hands up ! Hehe. Happy 22nd and happy Kyungsoo day ! I hope you will stay healthy and saranghaja ! ^^ And yeah, happy birthday to 21st birthday to Kai. Jong In oppa, saeng il chuka haeyo ! ^^ Be healthy always. I will always support you guys. I am totally, like TOTALLY in love with EXO. Thank you for always being there although not really right be my side. Their songs always accompany me. Much love from a Malaysian fan. XOXO !
And the next thing is, friends. I missed my girl so much. Don't really know why. It's been only a week since she left for that program. Yeah, that program. Haha. Hmm, actually.. I'm a bit sad. Why ? Because of my friends. Felt a bit sad but I don't really care actually. But at times, I do felt sad about them. Hmm. I am so thankful to those who contacts me during this holiday. Yeah, you know who you are. Hehe. :) Thank you. I really appreciate it. But, there are some. Actually, a few persons. Who seems to forget about my existence. Even my junior who I used to be close with. But, my own friends gave me a deeper scar. It's not a scar actually.Well, some things are hard to be express into words, isn't it ? :) Hehe.
By the way, I feel kinda bad. Why ? Well, this holiday.. I know who had been thinking about me at times and even contacted me.. Although we had almost nothing to talk about but we make things up to live up the moment.. It's fun though.. And I know who didn't even think about me.. Maybe they do but, I didn't acknowledge that.. Well, they know where they belong.. In which group .. It's saddening but at times , you'll end up being lonely.. When the best moment in life was being with only you, by yourself.. I bet all of you had been through that kind of moment.. :) Whatever it is, I don't want to care much about this little thing.. I would just ignore this feeling when it come.. End of story.. Life is just unpredictable.. :D Hehe.. Now, I feel kinda relieve after I wrote this entry.. I know, right ? We'll feel better after we express ourselves..
Hmm, this entry is kinda boring isn't it ? Sorry. Hehe. I promise you that I'll be writing more after this. Keep reading !
*By the way, I dreamed about EXO's Xiumin this morning and yesterday evening. And yeah, it was a sweet dream. Hehe. Daebak ! I had never imagine n my whole life that I'll be dreaming about the idols I like the most. Hehe. Yeah, saranghaja ! :3
Lots of love, Eif :D
