Sunday, January 5, 2014

Page 5 of 365 : Bogoshipda :)

Assalamualaikum.. Annyeong..

It's been a long time, huh ? I only have 3 post for last year. Well, I hope to write more for this year. Look forward k ? So, wish me luck. I hope many beautiful things will happen within this year. Together with my 12 charming wolves. :3 Hehe..

Well, actually.. I have two things in my mind now. One of it, it's my unnie, Serin unnie. Hehe. She'll be going to PLKN tomorrow. And the sad thing is, the program is located in Bintulu. So, I don't think I'll be able to meet her even when she had her break later. Whatever it is, all the best, love. I was so worried in the first place because she's not in a good condition. Take care okay ? I'll be missing her more after this. I hope she'll remember me whenever she is. Always k ? It is a must, ouh. Hehe. But the most important thing, you must take care of your health. MUST. I want you to be healthy always even though at times, you forget my advice. Hehe. And ya, I was so grateful that you remember me during this holiday. I hope you'll remember me in the future too. Yaksuk, aratchi ? You were one of the three persons who contacted me during this holiday. Kumawoyo. And last but not least, I LOVE YOU, SO MUCH. Hehe. ^^ Will be missing you, unnie !

Okay now. It is the time for the other thing. I 'met' him this evening. Even though I saw him from far. I don't know why but somehow, I got this strange feeling when I saw him earlier. That I miss him. Wow, I'm scared of my own feeling now. Totally. Haha. Maybe I'm not in my right mind. Hehe. But yeah, I thought about him a lot during this holiday. Maybe I'll think more about him later, in the future, without knowing what is the reason by doing so. Well, I kept on getting worried about him. Did he eat well and rest well ? Did he take his meal properly ? Has he been sick and take his medicine ? I was surprised when I got really worried whenever he got sick. Hahahaha. I just can't throw this attitude of being caring towards him. I just can't resist. How amazing is my feeling ? Haha. And I'll remember him at least once a day. In whatever I do. There was once when I got a cut on my knee, I suddenly recall the time I help him when he got a cut on his finger. Haha. Wow, I'll go crazy if this continue. Yeah, I also thought of the same thing but I guess I'm just fortunate that I'm still sane. Haha. In conclusion, I like this way of living. Hanging on those memories with him, and them. Even though they never thought of me at times. But I love this way of living. I'm loving it. One-sided love ? Nahhh, I don't think so. Because this ain't love. This was just living with the memories. Hehe. If I'm going to explain more, I think you'll never understand. It's okay. 

Hmm, I think I should stop now. Oh ya, I missed school by the way. The schoolmates, classmates, teachers and of course, all the memories and moments that we've been through. ^^ Now, I'm going to live happily with all those memories. Hehe. Together with the memories that will be made in the coming days. Look forward, my lovely readers. 

With love for my 12 charming wolves, Eif ;3