Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Page 85 of 366 : Luhan's imagine #4

Assalamualaikum. Moshi moshi ^.^

So, it's been like four days since my last post. Hehe. I'm easily get tired lately because I had been using my brain A LOT ! Haha. A Malaysian would understand my situation xD By the way, I think this would be the last part of this imagine. So, look forward to it ! ^.^

Before anything, I would like to wish Xiumin oppa a happy 25th birthday ! You're not that old, okay. You would be our forever cutest oppa ! I love you :) XOXO, Bella ^.^

"Yeobo, have you seen Xiumin at our wedding today ?"
"Oh ya, I forgot to tell you that he couldn't make it to our wedding."
"Why ?"
"He said he will be going somewhere. He didn't tell me any further details."
"Oh yeah ? Hmm, okay then."

After the wedding, Joanne went to her house to pick up her things while Luhan went to deal with some things related to their honeymoon. She silently stole a look at Xiumin's house. The house was somehow looked very lonely, very dark. She went into Xiumin's house as soon as she arrived. The house looked very neat and clean. Xiumin was surely a person that hates dust and stuff. She took her steps to Xiumin's bedroom. She just didn't know why she wanted to go to his house. As she walked into the room, she smiled when she saw the picture frame on a small table next to the bed. It was the picture of her and Xiumin when they were young. Xiumin's innocent smile never fades as he grew up. Then, a sky blue envelope on the bed caught her attention. It was for her as she saw her name on it.

" Dear my beloved friend, Joanne..

I'm sorry that I couldn't make it to your wedding. I bet Luhan already tell you why. I hope you will be happy with him. He was a good guy and he deserved a girl like you. Don't argue by saying you're not. Things will not change no matter how much you argue my statement. Hahaha. 

Actually, the reason why I write you this letter is because I have something to tell you. I've been a chicken that I kept this thing for about I don't know how many years already. Let's just say since we got to know each other. We've been friends for more than 18 years already and you knew me better than anyone else. You are like my little sister but somehow, the feeling grew bigger as time passed by. Let me just straighten things out. I LIKE YOU. No. That's not it. I LOVE YOU. I don't know if you'll be surprised. I'm also not good in words. So, I can't express myself well. Sorry :(

By the way, I was thinking of telling you this when you came to Korea last time. Right before when you dated Luhan, my friend. It was funny that fate had made me and Luhan met again like that. I was so surprised when I knew that guy you always talked about was actually Luhan. But I take it in a positive way. I think God had made it clear for me. He send Luhan to you when I'm about to go. I really thankful and relief because I know Luhan can take care of you.

Remember when I got hurt when we were twelve ? I didn't know that it would be this serious. So, I have to go somewhere far from Korea to carry out my surgery. But please don't wait for me. The doctor said, the chances of the surgery to be a success is 50-50. So, please don't wait for me. Even if the surgery would be a success, I might not remember you because one of the possible side effects is that I will lost my memory.

I know you are crying now. Stop being like a baby ! You are someone's wife now. Will soon become a mother. I will be okay. Even if the surgery would be a failure, I would be your guardian angel. Always. Remember this, I love you. Do take care of yourself.

P.S. I bought a dress for you. It's in the closet. It was limited edition and I know that dress is totally your style. And also, a pair of shoes. I hope the shoes would take you to good places. :)

XOXO, Xiumin."

She cried even more when she read the last part of the letter. Now she knew that Xiumin always thought of her and he was hurt, alone. Slowly, with her trembled steps, she opened the closet. Her tears flowed non-stop as she saw the dress. And there was a picture of her and Xiumin that was taken a few days before she met Luhan. She fell onto her feet as she hugged the picture.

"Joanne ! Where are you ? Chagiya !", Luhan's voice broke the silence. He was shocked when he saw Joanne was crying hardly in front of the closet. Joanne hugged him tightly and passed him the letter. He tried to calm her down as soon as he finished reading the letter. The Earth seemed to know of what both of them felt at that moment. It was raining, heavily.

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"Omma, let's play with me," her son's voice broke the silence. She wiped off her tears as she tried to pay attention to her son. It had been 4 years since her marriage. So, that means it had been 4 years since Xiumin left the country. The couple had never heard anything about him since then. It was kinda hard for them at first, especially Joanne. But Luhan never gave up to make her happy and took a good care of her. 

"Xiumin ya. Come here. Let your omma rest," Luhan called his son. She held Xiumin's hand as they walked towards Luhan. 
"It's okay, yeobo," said Joanne as she smiled at Luhan.
"Are you crying ? Hmm. I know how you felt but let's just enjoy our life okay ?" Luhan persuaded.
"Nahh. Just suddenly remembering the old times," Joanne tried to give a smile, obviously a fake smile.
"Really ? Come here." Luhan hugged her tightly and give her a kiss.
"Ya ! Our son is watching," Joanne refused.
"Haha. It's okay. Xiumin, come here," Xiumin ran to his dad and hugged him tightly.

So, that's how it ended. Why do I feels like this imagine is Xiumin's imagine ? Anyone agree ? Haha. Shanna, I hope you don't mind >.<' About what happened to Xiumin, you decide. Hehe. I just can't continue. If not, I'll cry. Hehe. Nahh, just kidding. I will let you decide what happen to him. And please do tell me what do you think of this imagine compared to the one I made before :3 Till then~

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@exoxoticss88 ^.^






Saturday, March 22, 2014

Page 81 of 365 : Luhan's imagine #3

Assalamualaikum. Zdravo. :)

Mianhaeyo ! >.<' I was so, so, SO busy searching for scholarships and universities to further my studies. Aigoo~ This was why I lost my readers :( Sorry, so sorry. Only a few days left to Umin oppa's birthday. Wow ! Time flew really fast ! Okay, okay. I'll stop all this nonsense(?) and continue with the imagine. Let's go ! Hehe.

Joanne hesitated to enter the place. She felt anxious and at the same time, felt really weird. She stared at the door and just standing in front of the shop. Luhan grabbed her hand softly and put his hand on her waist. 

"Welcome, sir. Hey, Luhaen !"
"Haha. Annyeong ! How have you been ?"
"I'm good. And who is that beautiful girl ?" Xiumin couldn't keep his eyes off the beautiful back figure of the girl next to Luhan. He seemed so familiar with the girl.
"Let me introduce her to you. This is my wife-to-be."
'Okay. What did he just said ? Wife-to-be ? Err.' She guessed she just not ready for this.
"This is Joanne. Joanne, this is my best friend, Xiumin. Greet him."
"O-oh, ya. Umin ya, annyeong ?"
"Ya ! It's you ! So, that guy is Luhan ?" He was so surprised. Really surprised. Why it must be his own best friend ?
"Err, ya ?" She blushed.
"Okay, wait. What is happening ?" Luhan looked puzzled.
"Actually, he is my best friend. My childhood friend. We had known each other for a very long time already."
"Wow ! What a coincidence !"

Starting from that day, Xiumin getting a bit awkward every time the couple went to his coffee shop. He just didn't know why but he was between two choices. A friend or a lover. His suffering didn't ended there.

"Xiumin ssi. It's Dr. Bella. We need to talk."
"No need to be formal with me, Bella. Hehe. Is it about my test result ? Hmm. Okay, I'll meet you at the hospital this evening."
"Haha. Okay, see ya."

That evening, something had happened. Joanne was proposed by Luhan. And of course, she accepted it. She was so happy and she went to Xiumin's coffee shop to tell him about the good news. But, Xiumin was not there. She felt sad but then, decided to tell him when he got back home.

"What ?! Are you sure, Bella ? This can't be true !"
"I've checked it several times and the result is still the same. I'm sorry."
"But, but. It's not too late, right ?"
"Yup. You must do the surgery as soon as possible before it's too late. Although your chances are really thin but we have to keep trying."
"I'll do it. But then, I have to leave her right ?"
"Yup. You also aware of that before this."
"Huhh. Yeah."

Back home, Joanne was waiting for Xiumin at the bench in front of his house. As soon as she saw Xiumin walking towards her, she ran to him and hugged him. Maybe hugging was her hobby, Xiumin thought.

"Ya, it's hurt. Slowly, okay. What's up, pretty ?"
"Luhan ! He proposed to me just now. Oh my, I think my dreams really come true !" Xiumin could see her eyes sparkled. She was really happy, just like a little kid. So innocent.
"Really ? Congrats."
"Ya ! We should celebrate ! Let's have a drink tonight."
"I'm not in the mood, Joanne."
"No, you must drink with me. I bought some soju."
"You really are unpredictable."
"Hehe. Oh well. This is Joanne. Hehe. Come !"

Xiumin followed her lazily into his house. His house was like the second home for Joanne. Sometimes, Joanne cooked for him and even cleaned his house. She really just did whatever she like. That night, she drank over her limit while Xiumin just have a bottle of soju. She ended up lying down on Xiumin's lap because she was too drunk. He let her sleep while patting on her shoulder. He removed the hairs that covered her flawless face. He stared at every inch of her beautiful face. He knew that he would be missing that face. He knew that he might forgot how she look. He knew he couldn't get her. He knew he had a serious sickness that hard to be cure. And he knew, he would be missing her after he left Korea in a just few days left. Gently, he brought her to his room. It was raining outside and he couldn't send her home. He placed her on the bed and pulled the comforter to cover her body from the coldness. Gently, he kissed her on the forehead and leaves the room.

"Good morning ! How do you feel ?"
"Huh ? I had been here the whole night ? Oh my God ! What time is it now ?"
"It's almost 10 am. Why ?"
"Oh my, Luhan and I have an appointment with our wedding planner at 11 am ! Ya ! Why didn't you wake me up?"
"Ya, ya. I didn't know anything. You know that you can't even drink a whole bottle of soju."
"Oh ya. You should have stop me."
"I did but you just ignored me."
"Okay, it's my fault now ? Aigoo. I have to get going. See you at the wedding !"
"O-oh ya. Okay." But he knew he couldn't attend her wedding.

On her wedding day, she wore a white dress that was specially designed by Luhan's sister. And Luhan looked so manly wearing the white tuxedo. Everything went well as planned but she realized something was missing. Like someone.

So, part 3 ends ! Hehe. Oh my, I don't why my writing is getting worst ! Need to read more books. SERIOUSLY o.O And sorry for not updating. I am so busy. Even though I have a little time for Instagram but *bla bla bla* Haha. Trust me, you don't want to hear it xD Hehe. Till then~

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Monday, March 17, 2014

Page 76 of 365 : Luhan's imagine #2

Assalamualaikum. Zdravo. :)

So, this is the second. Still sad because my readers are gone ! :( Looks like I have to improve my writing. I'll try :) So, here we go.

"Hey, are you okay ? Is there anything that bothering you ?"
"Nahh, just keep your eyes on the road, honey."
"Hehe. Okay," he gave her a sweet smile that would make any girls melted.


She still felt like everything was a dream. Her dream guy was driving beside her, looking so manly. She was smiling when she suddenly remembered how she got to know him. It happened at the airport. When Joanne was about to check in, she realized that she lost her ticket and passport. She almost go nuts searching for her ticket and passport at the big airport. Suddenly, she heard someone was calling her from behind. It was him. Joanne felt weird and awkward but when he handed her ticket and passport, she almost screamed out of happiness ! She thanked him and coincidentally, they would be on the same flight ! They walked together to the coffee shop before checking in. In the airplane, they go to their own sit and Joanne felt weird when he followed her to where her sit was. Joanne was in awe when her sit was right next to his seat ! This was definitely a wonderful coincidence between them, Joanne thought herself.

"Hey, girl. We meet again ! Haha. This is so funny and amazing."
"Hehe. Why do you say so ?"
"We are on the same flight and our seat is next to each other ! Isn't this amazing ?"
"Hehe. Y-yeah, it is," Joanne's heart was not helping her. It kept on beating like crazy !
"By the way, I'm Luhan. Just Luhan. And you ?"
"The name is Joanne. Just Joanne."
"What a nice name. Hmm, I think I saw you somewhere."
"You did ? Nahh, I don't think so."
"Yeah. I think I did. Have you been to Korea before ?"
"Yup, I have a friend there and I also studies there."
"Oh, really ? Me too ! I also have a friend there and I'm going to visit him."

And they talked and talked until both of them fall asleep. The funny thing was, Joanne was dreaming about Luhan kissing her. When she woke up, she was just smiling when she realized that it was just a dream. 'Silly me. A guy like him would never date a girl like me,' she thought herself. The flight took quite some time but time passed real quick that they didn't realize that they had arrived at Korea. Luhan walked out first since he had something urgent to do. Before he left, they exchanged numbers and Luhan promised to call her later, at night. As he left the airplane....

"Miss, I think this jacket belongs to your boyfriend. I think he forgot about it."
"Huh ? Oh yeah. It's his. I will give to him later. And by the way, he is not my boyfriend."
"Oh really ? But just now... Err.. Sorry, Miss. My bad."
"Just now, what ? Anything happened without my knowing ?"
"Hmm. It's just that I saw him kissing you while you are sleeping just now."
"Really ? You didn't see it wrongly, didn't you ?"
"No, I don't think so."
That night....

"Hello. Is this Joanne ?"
"Speaking. Luhan, isn't it ?"
"Yeah. Sorry to call you so late at night. I hope I don't bother you."
"Not at all. Hmm, Luhan. Can I ask you something ?"
"Sure. Ask me anything."
"In the airplane just now. Did anything happened between us ?"
"Oh my, the stewardess told you about 'that'?"
"Yeah."
"Hmm. Joanne, let me tell you something. Actually, I had my eyes on you since I saw you a few weeks ago. And I think fate had made us met at the airport and I know that was my chance to make a move. And it just happened. Just like that. Are you mad ?"
"Well, to be honest. I like you too. Like, to death ! But then, I think I just don't have the chance to be with a perfect guy like you. So, I just kept silence."
"Haha. You're cute ! Nahh, I'm not perfect without my other half. And Joanne.... Would you like to be my other half ?"
"Hmm. It's kinda too fast ? Haha. Kidding~ Of course !"
"Really ? Thank you !"

So, that was what happened that night. That made her go to Xiumin's house. She was so happy without realizing the reality. Without realizing that someone would be hurt by the news.

"Babe, we had arrived. I want to show you my favourite place in Korea."
"Oh yea ? Wait, this is...."

Kkeut ! Hahaha. Will be continue in the next part ^.^ Keep getting anxious, readers ! And I really hope that I would get my readers back. *praying fervently* Hehe. By the way, I hope you enjoy this part ! Do tell me what you think :D

Hugs & kisses,
exoxoticss88 ^.^


Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Page 71 of 365 : Luhan's imagine #1

Assalamualaikum. Annyeong ^.^

I'm back with another imagine. This one is for my little dongsaeng, Shanna :) I really hope you'll love it. So, let's just continue, shall we ? :)

"If only I could date a guy like him, it would be heaven. He looked so perfect and kind and...,"
"Joanne, hello ? Are you there ?"
"Huh ? Yeah ?"
"Here's your coffee. Such a daydreamer."
"Hehe. Thank you, Xiumin ya. Your treat ?"
"Yeah, my treat. As usual."

Xiumin was a friend of Joanne since they were little. No matter where they go, they would always be together. Some people even said they were twins. But Xiumin moved back to Korea when he was 18 years old. A few years after that, Joanne furthered her studies at Korea. And they were close again since then. Xiumin was working as a barista at his dad's coffee shop. And Joanne would go there every single day.

"Umin-ah. Umin-ah. Xiumin-ssi."
*no reaction from Xiumin*
"YA ! KIM MIN SEOK !"
"Ya, ya. What, Joanne ?"
"Hear me out, I have something to share."
"Is it about that guy again ? The one that you talked about this morning ?"
"Haha. Yup ! I can't stop thinking about him."
"Oh, woman. I can't ever understand them. Date him then."
"I don't have the confidence, you know ? He just too perfect for an average girl like me."
"Nahh, I think you are just fine."
"Really ? You think so ?"
"Yup, Joanne."
"Awww, that's so sweet of you," Joanne said while pinching Xiumin's cheeks.
'Please don't, Joanne,' Xiumin said to himself.

A few weeks after that, Joanne visited Xiumin at his house so late at night. She hugged Xiumin when he opened the door.

"Wo, what's the deal here ? It's already late, Joanne. And what's with the tears ?"
"Xiumin ya. Thank you. Thank you so much !"
"What ? I just don't get it. Tell me slowly, will you ?"

Joanne started to tell Xiumin what had happened that night. She said she was so thankful to Xiumin. She finally dated the guy she talked about earlier. She was so happy that she looked so excited just like a little kid, an innocent kid. She hugged Xiumin again when she was about to go home. Luckily her house was just beside Xiumin's house.

Since that day, Joanne didn't come to Xiumin's workplace. They would only meet either in front of their house or they would never meet in one day.

'Looks like she is really happy with that guy. I wonder who is the guy that captures her heart. Am I not good enough ? Yeah, I'm just like a brother to her. But she is not like my sister. Oh my, what should I do ? I missed her. So much. Or she already forgets me ?' Xiumin said to himself. The truth was, he really like Joanne but he was scared that he might lose her. No one would ever understand why he did so.

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While, Joanne was about to go on a date with his new boyfriend. She wore the dress that Xiumin gave her last week and the dress was an limited edition item that was sold at the shop where she used to shop. He gave it as a surprise gift since she kept on pleading Xiumin to buy it for her. She wore a nice pair of shoes that matched the dress and she put on some make up. Suddenly, the door bell rang.

"Joanne, he's here !"
"Ask him to wait for a second, Bella."
"Okay. Hurry up."
'Okay, Joanne. Last check. Dress, check. Hair, check. Shoes, perfect. Make up, just nice. And I'm ready to go."

And that's the end of part 1. Hehe. You might be curious of who is her boyfriend. And some of you might already know who is the guy. Will be continued~

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@exoxoticss88 ^.^








Saturday, March 8, 2014

Page 67 of 365 : Baekhyun's imagine #4

Assalamualaikum. Ohio. :) 

Readers, sorry if I haven't updated this imagine last few days. And I don't want to give reasons. Just, sorry. Okay. Let's proceed. :)


Since that day, Alex kept on bothering her. He messaged and called Anna almost everyday. It had been a week ! Anna was so stressed that she always cried, alone. Just because she didn't want Bella and Baekkie to worry about her. 

"Chagiya, are you okay ? You seems tired."
"I'm okay, Baekkie. It's just that I'm tired with my assignments."
"Really ? But you seems seriously sick. Let's go to the doctor. Okay ?"
"There's no need to go to the doctor. I'll be fine after I take the medicine."
"Really ? Hmm, let me send you home."

Just about when Anna wanted to stand up, she fainted ! Baekkie was so shocked that his mind suddenly went blank. He then carried her to his car and drove to the nearest hospital.

"I told you that we should go to the doctor. Oh Anna, you've made me worried !"
"I'm sorry. What did the doctor says ?"
"The doctor said that you need rest and you must take your meal on time."
"Oh, okay. Thanks, Baekkie."
"Chagiya, is everything okay ? Is there anything that bothering you lately ?"
"Baekkie, come here."

She got up her bed and as soon as Baekkie got closer, she hugged Baekkie and started to cry. She hugged him tightly that she just don't want to let him go. Baekhyun just let her hug him. He patted on her shoulder until she got sleepy. She fell asleep in his arms. As soon as Anna got up from her sleep, she saw a note by her bed. It was from Baekkie. It says, 'Alex stopped by just now and we need to talk'. She got cold sweats and she felts like something bad was going to happened. The next day...

"Hmm. Chagiya, do you have something to tell me ?"
"Yeah ? Err, I don't think so."
"About Alex, maybe ?"
"Oh, about him. Well, I don't think so."
"Really ? Well, Alex visited you yesterday and he said something. About you and him."
"Hmm ?"
"He said that, he was sorry for what he did for the last two years. That he tried to rape you. And for what he did to you lately. He felt guilty though. He said he love you so much. But he realize that he had made a big mistake and he will not bother you anymore. He just wants you to be happy. He just realize that when I told him that you're in the hospital. At least, he know that he did something wrong."
"Sorry for not telling you the truth. I am scared that I might lose you. I'm sorry."
"No worries, chagiya. I accept you for who you are and I know how Alex's felts. He just didn't want to lose a kind girl like you. And I felt the same way too. You're just too precious for me."
"Thank you. I am thankful to have someone like you in my life. Baekkie, can you help me with something ?"
"Sure, dear. Anything for you."
"I want to meet Alex. I want to wrap things up. I want to settle everything. I want to end everything with him."
"Sorry, dear. But Alex already return to Indonesia. He said he doesn't want to bother us anymore. And he wish us a happy life."
"Oh, really ? Can you pass my message to him, at least ? Say to him that I've forgive him and I hope he will find a better girl than me."
"Sure, dear. Okay now, please get some rest."
"Hehe. Okay I will. Sing me a lullaby, please ? Please ?"
"Haha. Okay, chagiya. I will sing 'Love Song' for you"
"Thank you, oppa ! That's why I just love you so much."
"Love you more."


But that was not the end. Just out of the blue, Baekhyun had to move to Japan. It was hard for Baekhyun to leave Anna alone. But he have to. Since then, Anna couldn't contact with him anymore. She tried to call him and ask his friends but nothing's help. She even go to Japan, with the hope that she would meet Baekhyun. But, nothing came in result. She was so sad. She was wondering, why Baekhyun was acting like that to her. Every day, she would go to the park and sit at the bench by the lake. She was hoping that Baekhyun would be there. And she had been doing that for the last two years, since Baekhyun leaves her. 

"Is this sit taken ?" Suddenly, a guy approached her.
"No, you may take the......" Anna stopped when she saw the guy's face.
"Thank you. So, how you've been doing ?"
"Fine."
"How's college ? I heard that you've been doing great."
"Okay."
"How's Bella ?"
"Good."
"Are you mad ?"
"Yeah."
"Let it out to me then. All of it."

Anna started to nag at him. She was so awesome that she was able to nag for minutes. While she was nagging, Baekhyun suddenly holds her hand and gave her a kiss on her lips. She was shocked and her mouth shut in an instant.

"I'm sorry that I've made you worried. I'm sorry if I've made you missed me. I'm sorry that you have to endure all the pain alone. Something happened to me when I was in Japan. It's hard to explain. But now, I'm back. I promise that I won't leave you again. And thank you for waiting for me. I heard from Bella that you always come to this park. That's why I come here."
"Anna ? Forgive me, please.", Baekhyun pleaded when Anna didn't show any response.
"I will. But you have to accept my punishment."
"Haha. Cute ! Sure, I'll do anything."
"Close your eyes."
"Okay, I've closed it."
Anna kissed both of Baekhyun's cheeks and hugged him.
"Now you're mine. I've stamped my seal on you just now. Hehe."
"Haha. And you are my yeoja. Love you. So much. Thank you."
"Me too."

So, that's how the story ends. Hehe. Sorry if the ending is not like what you're expected. I've tried really hard to make this ending great. And this part have more dialogue (I love the dialogue part the most!). So, what do you think ? If you wanted to be tag in my next imagine (Luhan's imagine), just tell me through my insta. I'll be tagging you for the update. ^.^ Till then.

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@exoxoticss88

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Page 64 of 365 : Baekhyun's imagine #3

Assalamualaikum. Konichiwa !

Wah, I feels awesome ! It's already my third post for Baekhyun's imagine. I'm loving it ! Haha. And I was surprised when I heard that my old schoolmate also read this imagine. I'm going crazy ! Haha. By the way, I think the story might come to its end soon ! This is maybe the second or third last post of this imagine. Don't worry, I will do another one. Luhan's imagine. Before I start, I'm sorry if this part might be boring because I'm pretty sleepy right now. But I have to finish this story as soon as possible :) So, here it goes.

EXO's Christmas Day song was played so early in the morning. It was actually Anna's ringtone. It was 7 in the morning and it was Sunday ! Anna picked up the phone lazily.

"Hello. Who's there ?"
"Good morning, sunshine ! It's me. Baekhyun."
"What's up with the morning call ? It's Sunday, Baekkie."
"Before anything, can you please go to your window for a moment ? Please ?"
"Why?", she asked, curiously.

Anna was shocked when she saw Baekhyun outside, smiling to her while holding a blue rose. Baekhyun was waving at her and she just stared at him because she was too shocked. 'Baekkie, you really are unpredictable', she said to herself. Suddenly, he took out a few placards. It says, 'would you want to have a date with me, today ?'. Without her realizing, she nodded her head. 

So, the days after that goes on and on like that. Baekhyun showed Anna a new side of him, on every single day he spent with Anna. Anna felts like she loves him even more every day. Every day was like a miracle to her. Miracle that happened in December. Baekhyun was always there when she sad or tired with her assignments and he would accompany her. At times, he would bring dinner to her if Anna have to stay up late. Baekhyun even cook for her. Happiness just came so suddenly without them realizing that something bad were about to happen.

It had been three months after their first meeting. As usual, Anna was preparing for college that morning. She smiled when she got a message from Baekkie. 'Good morning, my lady. Enjoy your day today. Don't forget our date this evening. I want to introduce you to someone. See ya, chagiya ! XOXO~'

That evening, as promised, they met. Anna arrived first so, she was waiting for Baekkie at the cafe. A few minutes later, Baekhyun arrived with someone following him from the back. A tall guy, with blonde hair and he's quite fair. 

"Annyeong, chagiya ! How do you do ? Meet my friend here, Alex. He's from Indonesia too. So, I think I should introduce him to you."
"Hello, I am Alex. And you are..?"
'Okay, am I dreaming ? It couldn't be him, right ?', she said to herself.
"I am Anna. Nice to meet you." she just couldn't take her eyes off Alex.
"Ya, me too", Alex smiled.
'Oh my God, the smile ! It's the same. It couldn't be him !', she just couldn't believe who was in front of her.
"Dear, are you okay ? You seems a bit pale." asked Baekhyun to Anna.
"I think I have to go now. I will call you later, Baekkie," she stuttered.
"You already leaving ? Hmm, please be careful on your way back", Baekhyun hugged her and give her a kiss on her cheek.

When she was about to walk out the cafe, someone grabbed her arm. It was warm. And it was Alex. He goes near to her and whispered, 'I told you I will be back, right?'. She gave him a deadly look and leave the cafe.

The next thing she did when she arrived home was crying. Bella walked into her room when she heard Anna was crying.

"Why, Anna? Are you okay ? Did you and Baekhyun fight ?"
"Bella, he came back. He came back, Bella. I hate him!"
"Who just came back ? EXO's comeback is next month."
"No, Bella ! Alex just came back ! He came back to get me again. Help me, please !"
"What ? That bastard come back ? What's more does he want from you ?"
"I don't know. The most shocking thing is, he knew Baekhyun. I am scared."
"Wow. This is daebak ! So, what are you going to do now ? What if he tells Baekhyun about what had happened between you and Alex last two years ?"
"That is what I am afraid about. I don't know what to do."

Anna cried the whole night and she ignored all text messages and calls from Baekhyun. He was so worried that he even stop by Anna's house to check on her. Luckily, Bella was there, to cover things up. That night, Anna fall asleep in Bella's arms with tears in her eyes.

Okay guys, I ended up 'crying'. *silently* Know why ? My hands kept on dancing on my laptop's keyboard. Not wanting to stop. Now I don't know how to end this story nicely. Ouh draft ! Why are you missing -.-' Even if I don't have my draft at all, I still don't know how will I end this story. Like neatly ending it. Gonna do some thinking. Now I need sleep. I'm totally tired and sleepy. My brain is freezing soon -.-' Good night~

By the way, to @iamnerifel, I think I can't put in your idea here. It's not that I can't, I don't know how. Sorry. I'm still a bit lacking in writing. Maybe some other time ? :)

Hugs & kisses,
@exoxoticss88



Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Page 63 of 365 : Baekhyun's imagine #2

Assalamualaikum. Zdravo, readers !

Wow, I'm so excited to write this entry because looks like my readers like the story I made yesterday. Even though I wrote it without my draft. Felt energetic after getting good responses from them yesterday. I will try my best to do this entry. Aja aja ! ^.^

Anna felt like the sun shined brighter than yesterday morning. She was smiling when she saw her journal and her phone by the bed. She felt like starting from that day, her life was going to be better than any day she been's through for her 20 years of living. The coffee she made that morning tasted sweeter than the coffee she had yesterday. Everything was just perfect. It was Saturday and she suddenly remembered that she made a promise with Baekhyun today. She rushed to her closet and started to choose her best dress for that official first meeting. She spend about an hour just to pick out her dress. Suddenly, she smiled. 'Ahh, it's been a long time since the last time I'm going out with a guy.' A memory of her ex boyfriend came into her mind. 'Okay, Anna. Forget him. Now, go dress up.'

A minute felts like a thousand year ! As promised, she waited at a cafe next to the park. Baekhyun arrived a few minutes later with a blue rose in his hand. 'Oh, he's so sweet. How did he know that I love blue colour ? Get a hold of yourself, Anna', she talked to herself. So, their first date was fully planned by Baekhyun. Anna never felt this kind of happiness after she broke up with her ex boyfriend. That day was filled with events and gifts. She guessed she was just got lucky. Baekhyun treated her like a princess, even more than that ! He even take care of little things, like helping her first before he started to eat. And Anna get to enjoy herself to the fullest. She forgot about her assignments and the world for a while. She was currently living in the Baekhyun's world.

The meeting ended with their trip to Namsan Tower that night. Seoul was sure a real beauty at night. She felt a little weird because there's only both of them there but she didn't really care. It was her first time riding a cable car so she was so excited. Her heart was jumping like a little kid. Baekhyun's voice broke the silence.

"So, how was today ? I hope you enjoy yourself."
"It was so good. I feels so happy today. Thank you, Baekhyun."
"Yeah, no big deal. I'm happy if you're feeling that way."

So, the boring conversation ended just like that. Anna felt like Baekhyun had something to say. So....

"Do you have something you want to tell me ? Feel free to ask."
"Well, it might surprise you. So, I guess I will tell you a bit later."
"It's okay. I'm so curious. Just tell me."
"I know it's quite sudden but I think I like you. Just from the first time I saw you."

Anna felt like the time stopped. Wow, she already had the power of stopping time, huh ? She didn't believe what she heard so, she just smiled and continue to hear what Baekhyun have to say.

"Are you okay ? I know it's really sudden. Like too sudden. But it's okay, we can start by being friends first. So, are you okay with that ?"
"Hmm, you know... I don't really believe in love at first sight. But yeah, we can give it a try, right ? Sure, we can be friends."
"Thank you, Anna", he hugged her tightly while Anna just smiled.
"This is a new beginning, Anna", she said to herself.

Baekhyun send her home after the confession. She was so happy that she was jumping like a little kid and hugged Bella. Bella asked her what happened. Poor Bella. Anna just smiled at Bella and kissed her at her cheek before she head to her room. She opened up her journal and, started to write about what had happened that day. "I hope this is a best choice I ever made.", she said and she fall asleep, imagining the days she was going to have with Baekhyun.

This second part was quite boring, I guess. I've tried my best though. I am worried about your responses. -.-

Hugs & kisses,
@exoxoticss88 ^.^

Monday, March 3, 2014

Page 62 of 365 : My very first EXO imagine, Baekhyun's imagine #1

Assalamualaikum. Annyeongie ! :) 

So, I was about to write my very first EXO imagine. I'm totally new to this so I don't know if I did well or not. This one is for my dongsaeng in Indonesia. Wah, I already have a dongsaeng in Indonesia. Being an exotic is super awesome ! But first, I want to say sorry because I lost my draft and I am writing based on what I remember. I hope I can ^^ So, here the story goes...


It was winter and Anna was sitting alone at the bench by the lake. A place full with memories. She was enjoying someone's favourite drink. It's been 2 years since the last time she heard about him. Her first meeting with him suddenly came into her mind. It was also winter at that time and she was on her way back to her home. She was late than usual that day because of her extra activities at the university. It was half past ten and no one was at the park near her university. Suddenly, she had a strange feeling, like someone is following her. She felt scared and praying that it was nothing. Suddenly, a drunk old man appeared in front of her. He was holding a bottle of soju and was looking intensely at Anna. Tears started running and she was screaming helplessly. Just when the old man about to do something to Anna, she heard someone shouting from afar and a punch goes to the man's face.

'Oh my God, he look so handsome !', Anna thought herself when she saw the guy who had saved her just now. It felts like a prince charming came to save his princess, just like in the fairy tale. 'Are you okay, miss?' He help her getting up and covered her up with his jacket since it started to snow. Anna kept telling herself that it was a dream although it's not. And that was how Anna met Baekhyun. Anna was an exchange student from Indonesia and currently studying law. It was her first year in Korea and she experienced her first snow with a kind stranger. She kept wishing for the time to stop but she can do that only if she have Tao's power. Without her realizing, the guy from before bring her a cup of warm coffee. It was silence for a while. Anna didn't know what to say and the guy seems like speechless too.

"Thank you, sir. I am very grateful", Anna started to talk, in English.
"My pleasure, miss. I was walking around taking some air when I heard your scream", Anna got surprise when he replied her in English.
"By the way, I am Baekhyun. Nice to meet you."
"I'm Anna. From Indonesia. I am an exchange student."
They talked and talked without knowing the time was running. The meeting ended with them exchanging phone numbers.

Back home, she was fluttering, remembering how lucky she was to meet Baekhyun. Her roommate, Bella kept asking her if she was okay and all she did was smiling, meaningful at Bella. She wrote everything that happened that night in her daily journal. She was hoping for another meeting with him, soon. That night, she was sleeping with her phone and her journal, smiling.

So, that was the first part. I didn't know if I did well because I did more writing than dialogues. I am not good at dialogues by the way. Hehe. So, what do you think ? I will continue if I get good responses. But I think I will keep doing the story because I love writing >.<

Hug & kisses,
@exoxoticss88

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Page 39 of 365 : Friends ?

Assalamualaikum.. Zdravo :3

It's been a while, isn't it ? :) I have nothing much to write these days. Except if I'm going to school. So, there's something to share. Hehe. It's okay though. I still can make something out of this way of life. It sounds like I'm living a different style of life after finishing my high school, huh ? Well, kinda. But then, I still misses school. Strangely, I also missed to study. Not just my friends and the memories we left behind. It feels weird. Kinda weird. I missed my naughty and fun classmates. It's been a while since the last time I meet them. Now, my only love is Aaina & Iqbal. Well, once in a while, Lin also contacted me. Kumawo, love ^^ Thank Allah that there was still someone who cares. And yeah, some outsiders also. Anah, Fathul and some that can't be mention publicly. Hehe. Wait, I think I should write about today's topic. Shall we ? :)

Okay, let's write about friends ? Hmm, I've discussed about this topic with a friend of mine last few days. Hmm, I'm sure you had once been hurt by your friend, or even got into a fight with them. Through my almost 18 years of living, I've met many type of friends. During my primary school time, I had a very great gang. Hehe. We shared most things and we even go to each other's houses. It's sounds fun, isn't it ? I started to gave a gang when I was in my Primary 4. I even have a group called The Inventorz that consists of 2 girls (including me) and 3 boys. And ya, my gang consists of 4 people. And I still close with one of them. Well, we just got closer after we finished our Form 5. *You know who you are, dear :D*

And continue to my secondary school time. When I was in Form 1, I had a best friend, a girl to be exact. But then, she transferred to another school. Somewhere in Sarawak, but not in Miri. Since then, we contacted each other through phones. But as time goes by, we rarely contacted each other. Maybe it's because she lives in a rural area. Then, one day in 2012, we got into a fight. Reasons ? Well, there's no need to know though. :) There's a little misunderstanding so, both of us failed at saving our relationship. But, I let her go because I just don't want both of us to suffer or getting hurt. It's the right conclusion, right ? I hope so. But sill, I hope she found someone better than me. And starting from Form 2-3, I have various of best friends. It always changing. I bet you know why. At that age, we started to enjoy life. Really enjoys life. And we became indecisive. Right ? Yeah ! Hehe.

And I became a senior when I step into Form 4. And I have a gang here too. A group of five. I was very close to one of the girls. Let call that girl as Girl #1. But at the end of the year, she have to transferred to another school because of some reasons. So, I got close to Girl #2. But sadly, something happened between the two of us. And she transferred to another school and since then, we never contacted each other. It hurts me much but then, I was so grateful that I get to learn something about life through this experience. So, only Girl #3 and Girl #4 left. 

So, I started my final year of high school with Girl #3 since I'm not that close with Girl #4. We were so close to each other that anywhere we go, we are together. We did most of the things together. We shared secrets, foods, stories. But things just didn't go well. We don't always get to enjoy life until we die. There are ups and downs. About two months before we sit for our public exam, something happened. Which make us became far from each other. And I started to hang out with a bunch of girls and boys. And we got closer as time goes by. I was thankful that I met them. Really thankful. Something that I can't denied is that, the way they took care of me is different from my previous besties. Because before this, I was the one who always took care of my besties since I'm older than them in terms of birthdays. But I did it sincerely back then. Because of my love towards them, I didn't care too much if no one even cares about me. Because I just love to do so. And yeah, since I with them, I get attentions and stuff. But, I still love Girl #3. Always. :')

All that I want to say here is, I was so grateful that I met these people. I learnt so much and I hope these friendships stays as it were. I missed you guys so much. Do you guys missed me ? Well, I hope you do. Hmm, I might seems like I was so sentimental in this entry. I's not that I might, I do. I don't know why. Maybe it was because I thought them as my own brothers and sisters. Maybe. :) So, let's end this nicely. Guys, I hope we stays as friends okay ? I LOVE YOU GUYS. SO MUCH. :)

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Page 23 of 365 : Love rain :D

Assalamualaikum.. Konichiwa ! :D

Love rain, huh ? Well, the title just came across my mind. Hehe. Lately it was always raining. I miss my sunshine. Hehe. Hmm, so.. What is our topic today ? Err.. Oh ya.. Because of this rain, I get even more worried about someone.. Did he get a cold ? Or did he eat well ? Hmm.. I really hope he had been well.. :) Well, this rain made me feel kinda lonely.. Why ? Well, secret :3

This holiday is kinda boring, huh ? I got nothing to do.. Nothing much actually.. I am a fully housewife.. Wait, housewife ? Hahaha.. Sounds weird, eh ? Yup, suri rumah.. xD Most of the time, I'll watch dramas and stuff.. So, I don't have many stories to share.. Sorry.. The only thing I got is, the meeting with my dear Aaina.. I met her a couple days ago.. I really missed her.. So much.. We eat, watch Korean and we talked.. And we took pictures too ! Suddenly, the memories of our school life came into my mind after the meeting.. We were really close back then.. And I really hope we still are, now.. :) Hmm.. I still got no idea about where should I continue my studies and what course should I take.. My other friends seems so sure about they are going to take.. Except me.. Well, I'm kinda indecisive.. Haha.. 

Oh ya.. Talking about friends.. I am so grateful to have him by my side.. Actually, I never really realize that he always paid attention at me.. Haha.. Thanks, bro ! We do have some common things but we do have some different opinions.. Of course, I am more to Korea.. And him ? Well, secret.. Haha.. Shhh.. xD So, let me introduce my 12 charming wolves.. 
So, I'll introduce them one by one, okay ? :3
First row : 
Suho (Kim Joon Myun), Sehun (Oh Sehun), Tao (Huang Zi Tao), Kris (Wu Yi Fan), Xiumin (Kim Min Seok), Chen (Kim Jong Dae), Kai (Kim Jong In), D.O (Do Kyung Soo)
Second row :
Luhan (Lu Han), Lay (Zhang Yi Xing), Chanyeol (Park Chanyeol), Baekhyun (Byun Baekhyun)

And next time, I'll introduce them one by one, with more details.. Hehe.. This post seems boring, isn't it ? Sorry, I just feel like writing but I don't really have something to write. Hehe.. Well, till then.. 

Monday, January 13, 2014

Page 14 of 365 : Friends ? Hmm..

Assalamualaikum.. Annyeong !

Second post for this month. Before that, I would like to say happy belated birthday to D.O. Put your hands up ! Hehe. Happy 22nd and happy Kyungsoo day ! I hope you will stay healthy and saranghaja ! ^^ And yeah, happy birthday to 21st birthday to Kai. Jong In oppa, saeng il chuka haeyo ! ^^ Be healthy always. I will always support you guys. I am totally, like TOTALLY in love with EXO. Thank you for always being there although not really right be my side. Their songs always accompany me. Much love from a Malaysian fan. XOXO !

And the next thing is, friends. I missed my girl so much. Don't really know why. It's been only a week since she left for that program. Yeah, that program. Haha. Hmm, actually.. I'm a bit sad. Why ? Because of my friends. Felt a bit sad but I don't really care actually. But at times, I do felt sad about them. Hmm. I am so thankful to those who contacts me during this holiday. Yeah, you know who you are. Hehe. :) Thank you. I really appreciate it. But, there are some. Actually, a few persons. Who seems to forget about my existence. Even my junior who I used to be close with. But, my own friends gave me a deeper scar. It's not a scar actually.Well, some things are hard to be express into words, isn't it ? :) Hehe.

By the way, I feel kinda bad. Why ? Well, this holiday.. I know who had been thinking about me at times and even contacted me.. Although we had almost nothing to talk about but we make things up to live up the moment.. It's fun though.. And I know who didn't even think about me.. Maybe they do but, I didn't acknowledge that.. Well, they know where they belong.. In which group .. It's saddening but at times , you'll end up being lonely.. When the best moment in life was being with only you, by yourself.. I bet all of you had been through that kind of moment.. :) Whatever it is, I don't want to care much about this little thing.. I would just ignore this feeling when it come.. End of story.. Life is just unpredictable.. :D Hehe.. Now, I feel kinda relieve after I wrote this entry.. I know, right ? We'll feel better after we express ourselves..

Hmm, this entry is kinda boring isn't it ? Sorry. Hehe. I promise you that I'll be writing more after this. Keep reading !

*By the way, I dreamed about EXO's Xiumin this morning and yesterday evening. And yeah, it was a sweet dream. Hehe. Daebak ! I had never imagine n my whole life that I'll be dreaming about the idols I like the most. Hehe. Yeah, saranghaja ! :3

Lots of love, Eif :D

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Page 5 of 365 : Bogoshipda :)

Assalamualaikum.. Annyeong..

It's been a long time, huh ? I only have 3 post for last year. Well, I hope to write more for this year. Look forward k ? So, wish me luck. I hope many beautiful things will happen within this year. Together with my 12 charming wolves. :3 Hehe..

Well, actually.. I have two things in my mind now. One of it, it's my unnie, Serin unnie. Hehe. She'll be going to PLKN tomorrow. And the sad thing is, the program is located in Bintulu. So, I don't think I'll be able to meet her even when she had her break later. Whatever it is, all the best, love. I was so worried in the first place because she's not in a good condition. Take care okay ? I'll be missing her more after this. I hope she'll remember me whenever she is. Always k ? It is a must, ouh. Hehe. But the most important thing, you must take care of your health. MUST. I want you to be healthy always even though at times, you forget my advice. Hehe. And ya, I was so grateful that you remember me during this holiday. I hope you'll remember me in the future too. Yaksuk, aratchi ? You were one of the three persons who contacted me during this holiday. Kumawoyo. And last but not least, I LOVE YOU, SO MUCH. Hehe. ^^ Will be missing you, unnie !

Okay now. It is the time for the other thing. I 'met' him this evening. Even though I saw him from far. I don't know why but somehow, I got this strange feeling when I saw him earlier. That I miss him. Wow, I'm scared of my own feeling now. Totally. Haha. Maybe I'm not in my right mind. Hehe. But yeah, I thought about him a lot during this holiday. Maybe I'll think more about him later, in the future, without knowing what is the reason by doing so. Well, I kept on getting worried about him. Did he eat well and rest well ? Did he take his meal properly ? Has he been sick and take his medicine ? I was surprised when I got really worried whenever he got sick. Hahahaha. I just can't throw this attitude of being caring towards him. I just can't resist. How amazing is my feeling ? Haha. And I'll remember him at least once a day. In whatever I do. There was once when I got a cut on my knee, I suddenly recall the time I help him when he got a cut on his finger. Haha. Wow, I'll go crazy if this continue. Yeah, I also thought of the same thing but I guess I'm just fortunate that I'm still sane. Haha. In conclusion, I like this way of living. Hanging on those memories with him, and them. Even though they never thought of me at times. But I love this way of living. I'm loving it. One-sided love ? Nahhh, I don't think so. Because this ain't love. This was just living with the memories. Hehe. If I'm going to explain more, I think you'll never understand. It's okay. 

Hmm, I think I should stop now. Oh ya, I missed school by the way. The schoolmates, classmates, teachers and of course, all the memories and moments that we've been through. ^^ Now, I'm going to live happily with all those memories. Hehe. Together with the memories that will be made in the coming days. Look forward, my lovely readers. 

With love for my 12 charming wolves, Eif ;3