I being left alone ... AGAIN

Salam ....

I feel like **** when I being left alone again .. Abg, udah adik pdh tek kan ? U just wanted to make me hurt once again ? This is the second time .. I don't if they will be the third time ... Dah lah adik sakit tok .. Adik tok terlalu kontrol abg ka ? Mmg betul lah apa sammy ckp .. I'm controlling people .. Maybe everyone will be happy if I'm go far away from their life .. I'm just a STUPID girl that love to control people .. That love to hurt them .. YOU'RE SO STUPID, GIRL ! REALLY ! SO MUCH ! Rsa mcm mok main hujan jak ... Duduk jak dalam hujan ya kn ? Best .. Alam memahami hati saya .. Thank you, Allah .. Now, I'm hearing a Nubhan's song .. Seadanya Aku .. Hmm .. I feel like **** .. Really .. huh .. Ya Allah, beratnya dugaan yang Kau berikan ini .. Hanya kepadamu aku berserah .. Berikanlah aku petunjuk, ya Allah .. Sesungguhnya, Engkau Maha Penyayang ... :') Tomorrow, I'll be schooling again .. Huh ! What a week ! :'( I just want to cry out loud and sit in the rain .. Can I ? :'(